Miss Hanna Beth

last night ivey & i decided to get tattooed at our favorite spot sunset strip tattoo. we got matching wild child ones & mini skulls w. heart eyes on our hands. after tattoos we invited some friends over to my spot, had some wine & played rummikub. a perfect evening in my opinion. earlier in the day we went to see dear john at the grove.. i must say.. i was pretty disappointed. not the love story i was expecting.. the notebook was way better.. no doubt about it.. 

this morning i met with jeff who is the owner of dita sunglasses.. we had lunch at this cute little french place on melrose place with an amazing art book store attached to it. we talked about future projects.. hopes he has for his company.. what inspires him.. at the end he gave me an amazing leather case full of dita glasses.. im obsessed.. 

this week has been full of dramatic endings & late nights.. some people in this town need to figure out how they're not 15 anymore and need to start acting their age.. this week i have been meeting with a few different fashion magazines, working on different projects & new ideas.. new york is only 6 days away.. i can't wait.. so much planned so far.. from the shoots to the fashion shows.. this trip is going to be one to remember.. tomorrow is super bowl sunday.. time to turn the bbq on & gather with some close friends.. 

what are your plans for super bowl sunday? 

im more excited to bbq & hang with friends.. i dont even know whos playing.. ha ha.

xxoo

in less than 2 weeks i am packing my bags & saying goodbye to l.a. & hello to new york city. i am going for about 5 days. i can't wait to see all my friends & do a little city shopping. the cold weather will be a nice change from the hollywood heat. on the 15th i am going to see my friend michael perform with members of the new york dolls.. its going to be a hit! im going to try & hit up a few of the fashion shows as well.. i have a few photo shoots planned & meetings for while im there.. can't wait to hit up all the grundgy rock n' roll bars.. today i bought two new cameras, so i'm going to start taking a lot more photos.. photography has always been a passion of mine.. i love capturing the moment.. one of the cameras i got is the canon digital & the other is a sea foam green diana film camera.. i also got an amazing radio clock that looks like its from the fifties.. 

last night, as you know, was the grammys.. my favorite performance was obviously elton john & lady gaga.. so epic.. i was in love with every bit of it.. at night my friend ivey, drew & i went to the kings of leon after party at voyeur.. tons of flashy outfits & good music.. i wore my leopard rodarte dress & studded black dolce vita ankle boots.. after voyeur we stopped by the mondrian hotel for a label party & then made our way back to my place.. tomorrow i am shooting with kid dangerous for the new shirt design.. i still can't believe its already february.. january felt as if it were 5 minutes long.. time goes by quick.. really have to live every minute as if it were your last.. enjoy it all. every second of it. 

saturday was spent in hermosa beach at a charity event for haiti. they had live music, endless tater tots & the cartoonist from the simpsons drawing sketches for donations. at night i went to a place called freak city for an after hours event.. the place smelled like old beer & sweat.. everyone had an attitude.. and they were playing rave disco music.. not my cup of tea.. 

what was your favorite outfit & performance at the grammys? 

xxoo

this shoot is from 1994. right before the movie kids came out.. it is also this months cover of vice.

this weekend i am shooting with kid dangerous. the shoot is inspired by this cover & they are going to use the photos for a new shirt design.

i love kid dangerous.. i have always supported them & been a fan of their line. 

this isn't the first shirt i am doing with them.

a few years back i did one where i was wearing a grill & it said super thug under my face. ha ha

last night i saw the pee wee herman show with my mom & brother marlon. i got this amazing tee & a set of 5 collector pins. i'm obsessed. the show was a hit! it was exactly how i wanted it to be. they had the stage set up exactly how his house looked on the show.. all the same characters, plus one new one.. the one thing i really enjoyed about the show was the fact that the humor was aimed more towards adults rather than children. i am so proud of paul reuben for making a come back & killing it once more.. he is so talented & so diverse.. i love how he can go from playing someone like pee wee to playing a drug lord in blow.. 

at the moment i am reading this book & i can't seem to put it down. the book is about nancy, the girlfriend of sid vicious, who got murdered in the chelsea hotel in room 100. the book is written by her mother debroah who goes into detail about all the struggles nancy had growing up & how a lot of it reflected onto the family. i definitely suggest this book. tonight i am reuniting with someone from my past who i haven't seen in months.. i can't wait to catch up.. there are certain people in my life that i know i will know forever.. even if we don't talk for months, something always draws us back together.. i am making an effort to update more.. i know over the holidays & the beginning of the new year i was slacking a bit, but i am back on track.. this morning i went to marie nails & got black glitter gel nails & my thumbs covered in white jewels.. i love it. 

"true love with a tragic ending"

"the rock n' roll romeo & juliet" 

what book are you reading at the moment? 

do you have a favorite book of all time?

xxoo 

one of my favorite film directors is john waters. he was one of the first directors to really step out of the box & make something that would get people talking.. he was known for having male actors play female roles in his films.. from the original hair spray to pink flamingos.. every flick was an instant classic. 

tonight i am going with my mom & brother on an epic night out. dinner at katsu ya followed by pee wee live at nokia theatre.. it's going to be perfect.. sometimes the person you least expect ends up being the person who helps you the most in a time of need.. you find out who your true friends are in those situations.. these past few days have been full of ups & downs.. i am at a stable place in my life so i try to take everything with a grain of salt.. everything around you is happening for a reason.. i might not know the reason but i just have to trust it is all for the best.. i look at everything in life as a learning experience.. even if you get hurt by a situation, i am sure you got something out of it weather you want to believe it or not.. these situations make us who we are.. i believe in true love.. i believe there is someone out there for everyone.. don't let anyone tell you otherwise.. in life you will meet your fair share of douche bags.. i know i have.. but thats ok.. eventually you will meet mr.right & all of those other people won't matter.. you just have to have faith.. take a risk.. thats what life is all about, right? 

who is your favorite film director?

do you believe in true love or do you think its some made up fairy tale?

xxoo 

i wish i could stop thinking. i wish i could forget the past. i wish it was easier. i wish it was all easier. but this is life. life is full of pain & emotion.. but it is also full of love & dreams.. you have to make the best of the present.. make the best of NOW.. right now.. i always seem to get myself wrapped up in my past.. but for what? what is that going to do for me but hold me back from moving forward? 

this is what i wake up to every morning. in 2 months my lease is up on my apartment. i am ready to move, i am ready for a change. i want to find the perfect apartment.. all white walls.. simple.. vintage.. both apartments i have had have been very colorful.. a need something new.. to start over.. last night i went to malibu for my friends birthday party at her house on the beach.. they had a photo booth, great music, yummy food & friendly faces.. it felt nice to get out of hollywood.. every now & then i feel like i need a break from it all.. its a routine.. same people.. same songs.. today i ordered tickets for pee wee's play house live at the nokia theatre.. i am going with my brother and mom this week.. i know i haven't been updating a lot.. i guess the past two weeks i have got swept up in it all.. been writing a lot.. organizing my life for the new year.. i promise i will start updating daily again & taking more photos.. 

this week i really have learned who my true friends are.. i am sick of the lies.. i am sick of walking out of a room & having people i thought were a close friend making comments behind my back.. i am done with the second chances.. if you can't be a real friend i don't need you in my life.. i deserve the same respect i give to my friends.. but for some reason being too nice means people want to walk all over you.. not anymore.. i always give people the benefit of the doubt, but i am done.. life is too short to put up with this negativity.. it's draining.. it takes away from who you really are.. i want positive people in my life.. people with goals, dreams.. people who value the true meaning of a friend.. 

do you prefer things to be colorful or simple? 

what are values you look for in a friend?

xxoo

everyday brings a new surprise. as much as you want every surprise to be positive, sometimes they aren't. you have to accept everything in life, weather it's good or bad.. sometimes its hard for me to accept all the negativity that life has to offer, but you have to.. with every life there are lows and there are highs.. we all hit rock bottom at one point or another.. i hate seeing my friends suffer.. i hate finding out another friend has over dosed.. another friend has hit rock bottom.. all you can do is be there for them.. be positive.. and pray for the best.. i always hope for the best.. 

i've always wanted one of those light up words hanging up in my apartment.. i love them.. on tuesday i did an audition for this new project warner brothers is putting together.. i think it went well.. keeping my fingering crossed.. this weekend i am meeting with my step mom to discuss a charity project we are putting together with one of the artists she shows at the gallery.. on sunday i am wrapping up my first song.. music is just a side project, but i am really enjoying it.. i hope you guys like it!! tonight i am taking it easy.. hanging with ivey and my producer vinnie before he goes to boston. starting over for the new year has never felt so good.. surrounding myself with all the right people and positive energy.. i am thinking of planning a trip to new york soon.. i miss the big apple and all the life that city has to offer.. 

what is your favorite album at the moment that you just can't get enough of?

i've been listening to a lot of weezer lately 

xxoo

i've been non stop. not a minute to waste in this town. this year is all about go go go.. stop all the talk, let's get shit done. there are so many hidden treasures in this town.. from the all night diners to the vintage wonderlands.. hollywood is never a let down in my eyes.. this is my home & im sticking to it. i could be anywhere in the world, but nothing feels like home compared to hollywood. sometimes your night turns upside down & you find yourself in a position you never thought you would be in.. everything happens for a reason.. i love all the surprises.. no expectations.. you never know where you'll end up.. since i was younger i have collected barbies from the sixties. my dad & i would go to conventions.. i always met the most interesting people there.. i miss going.. i still love barbie.. this week i found the cutest barbie coin purse.. im obsessed.. i also got the andy warhol bond No.9 perfume.. i can't get enough.. the smell is addicting. 

i love nights that end with all your friends, sitting at a diner at 3a.m. drinking a shake.. those nights are always the best.. tomorrow i am shooting with sophia.. the theme is going to be very cartoon like.. im excited to see what the photos turn out like.. at night i am taking it easy, going to see the movie youth in revolt.. looks so good.. i am been working on putting more tails together & clothing for the new year.. hopefully everything will be done & up for sale soon.. 

what's your favorite activity to do with your friends?

xxoo

it is officially the last day of 2009. the sun is already down & the los angeles traffic has already begun. at the moment i am taking a minute to relax before all the new year celebrations begin. tonight my roommate allie & i are hoping around the town.. we couldn't decide what we wanted to do, so we are doing it all. starting at a pre party with our friend andre, then making our way to the tea room for the vanity fair party. after that we are going to the roosevelt & then the chateau. so little time, so much to do. i just got home from getting my hair colored & trim. it basically looks the same, just a little darker.. it was faded.. i bought an amazing vintage piece to wear tonight with things bedazzled shoes.. i figured since it was new years i needed to sparkle all over.. its the one day you can really get away with it.. 

its crazy to think how much has changed in the past year. the person i was a year ago its completely different to the person i am now. i am in a much better place & more content with who i am. this year i am striving for the best & taking nothing less. i am no longer letting the small things get to me. i am standing up for who i am & what i believe. i have always been the person who has put everyone before myself.. you end up getting walked all over.. you need to be tuff.. you need to put yourself first.. this is YOUR life.. not theirs.. on sunday was my moms holiday party.. the house was covered in multi colored lights & smelled like a fresh christmas tree.. a giant buffet of indian food and a open bar.. great tunes filling up the room and tons of people mingling around.. i didnt know 90% of the people there, but i had a great time.. it was the perfect way to celebrate her new home & the holidays.. 

what are you doing tonight to bring in the new year?

what is the biggest change you would like to make for 2010?

xxoo 

the holidays are finally over.. time to put away the wrapping paper & bring out your sparklers.. another new year is right around the corner.. my plans are still up in the air.. i usually don't make plans till the day of.. seems easier that way.. christmas was a hit.. i spent the morning at my mom's house opening gifts & having breakfast in bed.. around 2 marlon, my mom & i drove up to my dads house in ojai for some more gifting & a giant family dinner. my dad cooked one of his famous dishes.. love having a good home cooked meal.. there is nothing better.. on the way home my mom & i ended up taking a wrong turn & ended up at a ski resort an hour out of the way.. typical.. a few of my favorite gifts i got this year was..

alexander wang boots

alexander wang sweater 

custom leopard fur & pink cashmere blanket my mom got made for me

skull candle & band aids 

leopard floppy hat 

i also got an amazing leopard robe, leopard ralph lauren pajamas, some cute undies & a betsey johnson black nightie. my mom always gets me the best gifts.. this year she went wild with the leopard.. she knows me so well.. ahah! tomorrow my mom is throwing a big holiday bash at her new home.. DJ, indian food, open bar.. its going to be killer!! and the best part is that there will be NO christmas music.. ahaha! today i went to marie nails. got an amazing gold glitter gel with pink & black leopard & black bows on my thumbs. right now cinderella & i are cozy in bed, watching the new star wars family guy dvd.. so good.. next week i am back to business.. i took the past few days off from everything to get a bit of relaxation & to enjoy some family time. i am ready to get my life in order & get everything organized for the new year. time for fresh beginnings, i can't see what this year has to offer.. 

what was your favorite gift you received? have you made your new years resolution yet?

xxoo 

only a few days left till christmas.. i can't believe it's already here.. living in l.a. its hard to get into the holiday spirit with the sun always shinning & people still dressing as if its summer. today i finished a majority of my christmas shopping.. i was running around like a mad woman.. while i was out today i got to check out a few pieces from the rodarte for target line.. i got a few pieces, but i still am on the hunt for their leopard dress with the bows on the back.. this weekend i took it pretty easy.. i am fighting this flu & trying to rest up so i am well for the holiday.. this weekend i saw the movie an education, i really enjoyed it. on friday i filmed with dolby digital at the opening night of avatar.. i haven't seen the movie yet, but i am hearing nothing but good things.. i might have to check it out! on my way home today i saw the video store near my was having a huge dvd sale.. i picked up desperately seeking susan.. such a classic. i'm sill in shock over the death of brittany murphy.. she was always one of my favorite actresses.. she was so young.. really makes you value your life.. you never know when it could be taken away from you.. 

tonight i am keeping it low key. tomorrow im going to wrap up all my holiday shopping and wrap all my gifts. on christmas my mom, brother & i are driving to my dads for a big family dinner with my step mom, roscoe & thomas. i love having 3 little brothers & getting to be their big sister.. next week my mom is throwing a big holiday party at her house.. the house will be decorated like a winter wonderland.. tons of yummy food & bright christmas lights.. i can't wait. 

i love watching its a wonderful life to get me into the holiday spirit..

what is your favorite holiday movie?

xxoo

is everyone on pills or do the holidays just make people nuts?

everyone seems to be strung out in hollywood recently & in desperate need of some time off. i'm not really sure what it is, but everyone is in a bad mood & on edge.. isn't this the time of year for everyone to be jolly? guess not. i wish he could see things more clear. see the world around him. see all the good. most people just focus on all the negatives in their lives & our blind to all the good around them. so much passes them by.. they are oblivious to it all. i have met so many amazing motivating people that are so blind to their talents.. they are so hard on themselves.. never truly happy.. always finding something wrong with everything in their life.. i feel sorry for them. last night was my dads holiday office party.. they did it at el compadre.. tons of yummy guacamole & mexican food.. i was so full by the time we left.. after the party i went to My House to watch my roommate allie perform with her band the darling stilettos. they killed it!! tomorrow i am filming with dolby digital again at the avatar movie premier.. going to talk about dolby digital & surround sound.. this is the first movie james cameron has done since titanic.. i loved that movie.. 

tuesday night was the JCPENNY holiday charity event. overall i had fun. got some photos with santa, open bar, candy station, lots of food.. i was into it.. ha ha.. lately i can't even turn the t.v. on.. everything on television is such crap it pisses me off watching it.. i just listen to music & if i feel the need to watch something i throw on a good dvd.. i want my apartment to be filled with candles.. i prefer candle light over anything.. so relaxing.. 

are you traveling for the holidays or new years?

i want to go somewhere warm.. hawaii? i wish.. ha ha

xxoo

happy holidays everyone! i just got back home from getting pink glitter gel nails with black bows from marie nails. now i am cozy on the couch with little cinderella, watching the simpsons & returning some emails. this weekend has been full of holidays cheer & cloudy skies.. finally.. we got a little rain in this city. friday was my friend barron, alex, troy & kyle's holiday party. ivey & i wore matching little santa outfits.. it's always fun getting to dress up for a party.. i take advantage of it when i can.. mistletoe & jello shots.. the night was one to remember.. i have always been a night owl.. recently, it seems to be more beneficial.. i get more work done at night.. my mind is more at ease at night.. 

i am at the point in my life where i honestly don't give a fuck about what people think anymore. i am going to be who i am & do what i want to do, and if people have a problem with that, that is their own issue. the only person you should be concerned about is yourself. i don't need people telling me how to act or how to dress.. i am not going to change who i am for others satisfaction.. this is my life.. and i am making my own rules.. the only opinions i care about are the ones from my family members. they have made me who i am today. growing up in a town like los angeles is tuff.. being able to stay sane is key.. just know everyone is out there for themselves.. they will stop at nothing to be at top in this town.. don't let it hold you back.. you really think talking shit will get you somewhere? NO. you're holding yourself back.. focusing on everyone else and their flaws gets you no where.. you just look like a insecure idiot.. life is short.. lets enjoy our lives.. its almost the new year and i am ready for some new beginnings.. leaving the past in the past.. 

here are a few things on my christmas list for this year: 

1. alexander wang boots 

2. wild fox clothing 

3. dior cherie perfume

4. chanel chain bag

5. new digital camera

6. deborah spungen's book

7. i dream of jeannie dvds

what are a few things on your christmas wish list?

xxoo 

when i was younger my dad signed up for the lost in space VHS collection. every few weeks we would get two new tapes in the mail. that was my favorite show growing up, it never got old. i wish they still played it on t.v. i'm going to have to track it down on dvd. at least they still show classics like bewitched, the munsters & i dream of jeanie on t.v. land. 

this weekend was just the mini vacation i needed. vintage hollywood chaos, the roosevelt edition. we checked in thursday night and stayed till monday morning. room service is key. the hotel was covered in christmas lights for the holidays, i felt like i was in a winter wonderland. friday afternoon ivey & i did a photo shoot with digital sophia. the theme was old school rock n roll, trashy hotel, getting wild.. you get the picture.. the photos really turned out great! she is such a talented photographer. they might be using the photos for a fashion spread, so once i know more details i will let you know. saturday night was the independent film & music festival downtown. i got to interview a few of the bands for www.theewebsite.com the video should be up later this month. tomorrow my friend cassie is flying in my new york. we have tons of wild plans for the week & are going to shoot for her line new york couture. all the pieces from her new season are killer & i can't wait to shoot them. 

what was your favorite show when you were growing up?

xxoo 

good afternoon. at the moment i am packing my things up & going to check into the roosevelt hotel with ivey for the weekend. since her birthday was last week, her mom decided to get her a hotel room for this weekend for some more birthday choas! i can't wait. it's going to be like a mini vacation. home away from home. i'm into it. today at 4 we are shooting with digital sophia.. think trashey hotel.. punk 77.. grundge.. its going to be good.. i have recently realized i am addicted to shoe shopping and its dangerous.. a girl can never have too many shoes, right? ha ha. tuesday night i went to see my friend matt perform at the roxy with his band the it boys. they killed it! i am so proud of them. if you haven't heard their music you should check out their myspace and give it a listen.. l.f. is interested in the tails ivey & i have been making, so they might be available in stores soon!!! fingers crossed. 

i can't believe christmas is already around the corner.. i need to start thinking about what to get for my family.. they are all so hard to shop for!!! especially my brother marlon.. this weekend i am doing more video work with the site theewebsite.com at a film festival downtown. today is one of those days where i feel like i could sleep forever, i'm exhausted. life is full of surprises. sometimes the people you least expect from your past end up in your life again.. i am very content at the moment.. i am excited for the new year and to see where it takes me.. there is so much going on right now and i know eventually it will lead me to where i need to be. everything you go through in life has a meaning behind it.. there is reasoning to everything.. you will always learn more with each and every day of your life. sometimes its good, but sometimes we have to go through pain to achieve it. its all worth it. trust me. 

who is the hardest person for you to shop for?

have you started your holiday shopping yet?

xxoo 

here are a few more pictures from the hello kitty fashion show thanks to the lovely michelle star.

the dress is by jessica louise & the pant outfit is by toxic vision. 

i love the toxic vision outfit, totally up my ally!!

the jessica louise one is a little tacky.. just my opinion.. 

the holiday weekend is over. time to recover from the thanksgiving hangover and get back to work! thanksgiving was great! i spent the holiday with my mom and brother marlon. my mom cooked up a yummy feast with all my favorites.. after dinner i met up with some friends for drinks at red rock.. at midnight ivey turned 19, so we wanted to do some celebrating. friday i spent the day with ivey. we started with glitter gel nails at marie nails & then made our way to disney land for some more birthday fun. we got to go on all the rides.. my favorite is alice in wonderland.. obviously.. aha! we got mickey ear hats with our names on them, giant pickles and veggie gumbo. overall, disneyland was a hit. we ended the day with more celebrating at villa & roosevelt hotel. yesterday i filmed a new promo video for dolby surround sound at club nokia in downtown los angeles. the black crows were playing and i got to check out all the new dolby gear. we are also doing a contest where you can win one of their new phones!! tonight i am meeting with my producer to go over a song we have been working on.. i cant wait to get it all finished.. everything is such a process.. tomorrow i am filming at mister freedom.. 9a.m. call time.. brutal.. tuesday i am supporting my friend matt and his band "the it boys" at the roxy.. if you live in the neighborhood you should come & check them out.. it will be a fun time and the show is all ages.. wednesday night is the holiday charity party nicole richie and joel madden are throwing with celeb buzz. 

i love that i get to bundle up now. one of my favorite pieces i have is the leopard coat i am wearing from betsey johnson.. it is super cozy and perfect for every occasion. i've decided im not going to respond to negativity anymore.. i always have the urge to lash back and get my point across.. but whats the point? where will that really get me at the end of the day? the people close to me know the real me. so if people want to make up lies about me.. make me some wild druggy daddys girl.. thats fine.. its entertaining at this point and pretty hilarious.. i love to see what bullshit people will make up next.. who knows where they get it from.. if you chose to listen to others, thats fine.. we are all allowed to have our own opinion.. just think before you do.. who knows what a lie is anymore? everyone is twisting everything for their own benefit. they want to be on top? they can have the cake.. they will fall quick on their empire of hate & lies.. no one gets anywhere with negativity.. 

who is your favorite comedian? i can't get enough of will ferrel

xxoo

starting to feel rundown.. i can tell i have been pushing myself to the limit & i need to take a day to regroup. today is going to consist of the green machine, veggie noodle soup, lots of sleep & movies in bed. tomorrow is thanksgiving. we were supposed to be having dinner at my dads, but since my brother roscoe is sick we are going to be having the dinner at my moms house. tons of yummy home cooked food & quality time with my family & close friends. 

monday night was petty cash at the key club. the band only plays tom petty & johnny cash covers, so good. after the show we made our way to roosevelt hotel. of course, what isn't a night out without a little drama? if someone is lying, i will call them out. apparently he took me calling him out in front of his coworkers as scamming him.. who knows.. you can never trust club promoters.. especially the ones in hollywood.. all they care about is getting an extra buck & being surrounded by a bunch of bimbos. saturday i am shooting for dolby digital entertainment at the black crows concert. we are doing another promo video. sunday i have a photo shoot. monday i am shooting for the website high valley at the store mister freedom, an awesome vintage store located here in hollywood. i have a busy weekend ahead of me. that why i have to be all rested and in full force. 

when you're starting to feel rundown, what is your favorite remedy to give yourself a little boost?

xxoo 

i know.. i know.. i am probably going to get a lot of shit for this, especially from the true die hard fans out there.. but honestly.. new moon was crap.. i was cracking up for almost half the movie.. i couldn't take anyone seriously.. everyone was shirtless.. the ending was cliche.. i'm really disappointed.. does anyone else share the same thoughts as me? i really enjoyed the first film & was excited to see this one.. it was just nothing like i expected.. and it almost seemed like a joke.. to make matters worse, ivey & i pick the worst day to see a movie.. it was the tree lighting at the grove and completely packed.. they said it was over capacity & we weren't allowed to enter the area until right before our film was about to begin.. the movie was supposed to start at 930.. but didnt until 10.. wow.. 

this weekend has been full of chaotic adventures, underground bars & late starlit nights. friday night. we took the city by storm. it started with me slipping across the marble floor at the roosevelt hotel.. bruised cut up knees & a swollen wrist, we made our way to silver lake to an underground japanese bar where julian, the singer from the strokes, was having his after show celebration. noodle bowls everywhere & live jazz filled the room. the next thing i know i am laying on my neighbor amadeus' couch, sipping a martini & listening to him ramble about his night. it is 4a.m. the lights are getting dim. saturday is here. brunch at the ivy & retail therapy down robertson blvd. new sweaters & dresses for fall.. & the most killer tory burch bag.. i fell in love the second i saw it.. the night approaches.. i have an early evening meeting before jet setting to the valley to meet with friends for dinner. we wine... we dine.. we dance.. ending it all with curb on hbo.. tonight i am going to see my friend perform at the key club. the band is called petty cash, a tom petty/johnny cash cover band. the show starts at 930, so if you live in the area come & check it out. the show is 21+ so bring those i.d. people.. this week i am shooting another promo video for dolby entertainment.. thanks to lily l designs for making me a custom piece for the event. friday we are going wild! ivey is going to be 19 so we are getting glitter gel nails & escaping to disney land for the day. 

a few of my favorite fall buys:

1. tory burch stud bag

2. sam edelman zoe boot

3. silence & noise strong shoulder dress

have you ever seen a movie in theaters that was so bad you got up & left?

what is one thing you're sporting a lot this season?

xxoo

"this isn't how i pictured things to be when i was dreaming late into the night. you wake up & your whole world is turned around"

as the sun goes down & the moon rises high, that is when the chaos begins. true feelings spill on the dance floor, eyes lit up with the florescent lights. all the secrets turn into truth. the truth turns into a lie. its all a broken record. when you think you find a bit of beauty in this town there is always a bit of ugliness hidden in its core. i put my all into everything in my life. my work, my friends, my family. people love to take.. take.. take.. they want to take until you are left with nothing.. use you all up for their satisfaction. spill your feelings onto a platter, no one will know the difference.. you need to guard your heart with armor in this town. chose your words wisely. 

one of my favorite brands at the moment is wild fox. the whole line has a vintage vibe to it & is extremely comfortable. i love all their promo photo shoots they have on their site. it is simple with a rock n roll twist. totally into it. yesterday ivey & i had a meeting with a producer/writer we are working with. the overall meeting went well. next week we hit the studio and finish up some of the pieces we have been working on. tonight is going to be filled with dim lights, surprise parties, hollywood canyons and sparkling eyes. i can never get enough glitter.. i love wearing a sheer glitter under my eyes at night.. its so hard for me to watch the news.. i always try to watch it, i want to know whats going on in the world.. everything is just so evil and negative.. it really freaks me out. the world is such a mess right now.. but yet people are more consumed with the petty drama in their lives..

big glasses, red lips. im into it. 

colored lips are good for fall.. i love a good red or a really vamp dark color.. 

what is your favorite lipstick?

xxoo

it's weird to think about all the people i have met during my life. so many people have effected my life in one way or another.. in some ways good.. in other ways bad.. where do they all go? the people i used to be close with & now i don't even know if they live in this city. i guess i am having a case of nostalgia today..  taking a trip down memory lane.. remembering pieces of my past.. different emotions, feelings, adventures.. people i would trust, people i hated, people who made me smile and get through the hard times.. only true friendships stick.. the kind of friendship that even if you dont see each other for a few months, when you do, its exactly the same as it was before. it's rare to find a friend like that. that fact that i even have a few of those truly makes me feel blessed. i know they are here for me. i know they dont judge me. they know the real me. who i was, who i am. 

there are a few people who i have met during my life who made an impression on me. an impression that will last forever.. not something that fades over the years.. a few of these people are still in my life.. others have drifted away & i dont know if i will ever see them again.. today ivey and i have a meeting regarding our writing and what the next few steps are going to be.. tonight we are getting wild.. having a girls night full of dancing and chaos at voyeur.. last night i went to hotel cafe to watch butch walker perform.. he is such a talented musician.. if you haven't heard his music i suggest you check it out.. he really captures you with his lyrics.. tomorrow i have a meeting with this new website that is just starting out and then i am shooting with meghan.. we are going for a smithereens type vibe.. very rough but yet soft.. all the noises echo through my room.. sometimes on the quietest days it still sounds like a circus in here.. sitting under the moon.. late monday night.. looking for shooting stars.. all bundled up.. it was perfection. 

who is the most influential person in your life? 

xxoo

ivey & i have been working on these accessories. hope you like them.

if you're interested in purchasing any of these email us at hannabethvintage@yahoo.com

we ship worldwide & take payments through paypal only.

xxoo 

panda jewel headband: 20$

leopard hello kitty bow: 25$

glitter donut hair clip: 10$

ice cream cone bow clip: 15$

leopard skull bow: 15$

french fry over sized bow clip: 15$

white hello kitty pearl bow clip: 25$

dark leather raccoon tail: 60$

red bow with stud raccoon tail: 50$

rhinestone shell hair clip: 10$

leopard bow stud raccoon tail: 50$

light leather raccoon tail: 60$