Miss Hanna Beth

you never really know anything in life until its right in front of you. everyone is all talk in this town, make sure you get everything in writing first. i've learned in life not to trust anything until you see it with your own eyes. all i know is who i am, and what is right for me. people will always judge you and truly believe they know you better than you know yourself. i have dealt with this my whole life, and will till the day i die. don't ever let someone's judgments affect who you really are. life is too short not to enjoy it. embrace what you have and work with it. today has been a busy day. went to a casting and had a meeting about a shoot for next week. its going to be a high fashion shoot on top of a roof in hollywood.. should be fun.. tonight dev and i are going to pretty in pink at the new beverly cinema, we love it there. mom and i are also grabing some italian din din. tomorrow dev and i are shooting for the show "Greek" which is on fox family. we are sorority sisters.. so funny! we are filming friday as well. can't wait to see the outcome.



wednesday afternoon.



salt lake city



sushi train in seattle



beverly center photo booth w. dev



dirk photography





yesterday was TAI shoot. i had so much fun besides getting hit in the nose with pliers. when i got to set they decided that they didnt want me to wear my septum piercing. i didnt know how to take the hoop off so they had some man with pliers try.. he ended up hitting me in the nose with the pliers, and then they decided i could leave it in.. typical.. haha! the shoot took place at a house in studio city. the whove video is in slow motion.. there were poloroid photos everywhere and kid robot toys.. the house had a vintage feel to it and felix the house cat cartoons were playing in the back ground.



every night i fall asleep watching cartoons and laying on a stuffed panda as a pillow. i wish cartoon network would play old school cartoons.. most of their new ones are terrible.. this weekend robyn and i are going shopping downtown and brunch at beverly hills hotel.. my favorite! ahahaha.. new season of gossip girl starts september first.. can't wait!

what is your favorite cartoon? new and old.

xxoo

finally home. it is 2:40 a.m. and i am watching family guy, waiting for dev to come over. i'm living in the city which never sleeps. everyone turns into a vampire at some point. today i was in san diego. the show was at an 18+ indian casino. i didn't gamble, but i did get some yummy chinese take out! i already miss him. this coming week is going to be so busy! tomorrow i start my yoga classes and have two meetings. tuesday i am shooting the new "the academy is" music video. i got the lead role.. should be fun.. later this week i have two photo shoots, more meetings and tons of errands!!!! dev and i are going to start working on our accessories, should have some photos up soon. the spread i did for h magazine in brainwashed clothing comes out soon. it is a los angeles magazine, so if you live here make sure to pick up a copy!!!









the past week was so much fun! i went to this restaurant called cracker barrel for the first time and had the most amazing breakfast. it's very southern and their meals remind me of a good home cooked meal.. anywayyyyyyyssssss.. while we were in slc we went to the salt lake and all we saw was tons of dead birds and sand for miles.. we turned around after a few blocks.. it wasn't a pretty site. i probably should go to sleep.. but instead im drinking ice water and on my laptop. dev just got here, and she is making me some new mixes for my car. thinking of spending my birthday in the big apple.. sushi from whole foods and sleeping in till noon is a perfect day in my book. i am still sick. i feel like i just got off an airplane and my ears need to pop.. being sick is the worst.. can't wait to see batman in imax and step brother this weekend.

have you seen batman yet? what did you think?

if you could be any comic book character, who would you be?

xxoo

tomorrow morning i am leaving to denver. i am so excited, i just want to be there already!! i miss him so much. my friend kerry is flying out the same day as me, so it will be nice to see her. i need to pack, i just cant decide what to bring. i always pack very last minute and just throw a ton of stuff into my suitcase and hope it works out.. haha! today i am going to dita sunglasses on melrose. they are sponsoring me, so i get to go pick out some awesome shades for summer.. make sure to look at their line.







"lindsey lohan in dita sunglasses"



"nicole richie in dita sunglasses"

later on i am getting my hair and nails done.. beauty day! i need a massage.. yesterday my dad and i went to this little hidden sushi place for lunch. it is one of those traditional japanese restaurants where you can't order. the food is amazing. after lunch i ran a bunch of errands all over town.. bank. salon.. pharmacy.. etc etc. once robyn got home from work we ordered some sushi and watched gossip girl. boone stopped by for a bit, i hadn't seen her in awhile, it was nice. at some point i decided i wanted to sit in our sink and i defineatly fell on the floor.. now i have a bruised elbow.. typical.. i fell asleep watching a lady preach about jesus and woke up to scooby doo.



ive been listening to the ting tings a lot. if you haven't heard them, i suggest you go check them out. also check out cold plays news cd, santogold and mgmt. mtv music awards and teen choice awards are coming up.. i dont know what to wear! im going to have to find some killer dresses.. hmm...



what color should i paint my nails? black or bright red?

are you going on any summer vacations?

xxoo

in a little over a month i am going to be 20! august 24th to be exact. it's so weird to think that i am no longer a teenager. i have done so much growing up over these past few years, that i cant wait to see what my future holds. hopefully tons of new business opportunities and traveling.. i love to travel.. sunday night i went to my dads for dinner and to hang with roscoe. my dad got dantana's take out. i had the grilled fish and some veggies. after dinner i met up with dev and we went to hyde for about an hour. when we first got there it was dead, but the music was great! the actress zooey deschanel was djing, as well as adam 12. i kept running into people who i used to be friends with a few years back. whenever people see me, who haven't seen me in a few years, always say the same thing.. WOW you grew up.. haha. anyways.. we ended our night with a grilled cheese at green blatts and watching enchanted in bed, i love that movie, its great.



monday dev and i spent the day running errands. we went to his&hers for new clip in extensions, the bank, cvs and sushiya for dinner. we also did a little shopping at american apparel. i got black leggings which look like leather and a polka-dot leotard. later on we met up with ashley, got ready and went to the bar. we danced to old eighties hits and ended up sitting at a bus station.. haha. yesterday we spent all day regrouping. movies in bed, pizza and yoga. about 3 times a week i have a yoga lady come to my house to help me with my back, its great! yesterday was my first time, and im really excited about it. it really calms me down and brings my mind to a peaceful place. during the night, dev, ash and i all got in work mode and brainstormed about a ton of great ideas. more details soon.





3 more days until i leave for denver. i have no idea what to pack, and i need to do laundry. i cant wait to see my boy, i miss him so much. time apart is the worst. get to see my grandparents in a little over a week. its going to be nice to see them, since i only get to see them once a year. tomorrow is going to be my beauty day. im getting my nails done, hair done, face mask, bubble bath galore.. time to get cute.. haha!



what is your typical relax day>

how do you deal with drama? are you the type to lash out or are you more of a private person who wants to work things out at the right time?


xxoo

i am over high school drama. i am going to be 20 in a few weeks, and i already feel like i act way more mature than most people my age. when did people think it was ok for them to make their drama public? haven't people heard of a telephone? use it. if you are going through something with someone the best way to deal with it, is with them. making your issues public is not going to get you anywhere. it just makes you look like a back stabber and that you are craving attention. i am really hurt right now. i'm upset. it hurts me that awful things were said regarding my roommate and boy. no statements were true, but apparently its okay to twist words just to make someone look like a bitch. everyone who knows me, knows who i really am.. all you need in life is someone to trust, and obviously it wasn't them. i dont even know what to say. im in shock and so hurt that someone would sink that low just to try and hurt me. you must be a really sad person if you really want to hurt someone that bad. we need to realize that all this negativity is never going to get us anymore.. life free and let no one stand in your way.. people causing drama are just people seeking attention.

goodnight beautiful los angeles



3 more days till boy.time!

xxoo

july 4th.. a day filled with fireworks, bbq's and hanging out with family/friends. well.. thats how it is for most people.. but when you're a 19 years old girl, living in west hollywood.. things always seem it get a little chaotic.. my day started with sleeping in till around two.. finally, got myself out of bed.. took a shower.. did my makeup/hair and got dressed. ray came over around 4 and at 5 we went to a BBQ at this guy anthony's house, who has been my moms good friend since they were young. he only lived two blocks away, but since i'm terrible with directions and ray is the slowest driver in town, it took as 20 minutes to get there.. on the way we stopped at ralphs to get a purple onion. while i was picking the onion out, some couple was starring at me, laughing and saying things like wow, people actually dress like that, hunny why don't you get sunglasses like that.. well.. i just starred them down and walked away.. some people are so close minded that they can't except a girl wearing heart sunglasses and a vintage dress.. hmmm.. anyways.. we finally got to anthony's house.. the best potato salad and macaroni!! limeade cocktails and old school r&b. one guy kept taking our photo while we were eating and saying how he loved photos of people eating.. then we watching the chef and one of the guests get in a fight over tyra banks.. could i ask for more? haha.















once we got home it was time to rage.. well sorta.. we watched some show on the food network about hot dogs. around 9 fireworks were going off so we watched from my porch, i love fireworks.. they should set some off everyday! ray showed me a ton of music he is working on and i am going to help him put some lyrics to the songs. at midnight my neighbor decided to randomly stop by, with six of her friends. they were all wasted and i couldn't really understand what they were talking about. one girl was talking about seth rogan for a good ten minutes.. that all i really made out from the visit..







"this is the painting the neighbor gave me. ray is convinced that it looks like me and that if i had a son, he would look like that"

yesterday robyn and i went to a BBQ pool party up franklin canyon. i didnt even know franklin canyon existed. it is about 15 minutes away from me.. and there is a giant like and tons of good hiking spots.. so weird.. i didnt know i lived that close to a lake.. once we got there we realized we didnt know anyone.. and it was basically all girls.. it ended up being really fun and the food was really good.. the techno music they were blasting got pretty old after awhile.. but besides that, i had a good time. i love pool parties, even though i never go in the pool. some girl had a little pug named banana, it was the cutest.











last night robyn and i just stayed in. we got cafe med take out and watching movies. it was our last night with trixy. she goes home today. i liked having a dog, but it is definitely hard work. today we are going to the swap meet on melrose and later on i am driving to my dads house for dinner and to hang with roscoe.. 5 more days till i leave.. can't wait to see my boy..



what is the craziest dream you have ever had?

did you get to see fireworks on friday?

xxoo

who knew it would be so fun. i was carrying a pink balloon in one hand and my purse in the other. with a half of a veggie burger in foil and star sunglasses.. i made my way home. these past few days have been busy busy BUSY! i'm exhausted.. and taking tonight to relax.. tons of errand running and random adventures.. no sleep.. driving around at 3a.m. looking at views in the hollywood hills and watching an eclipse from the valley. you can't take life too seriously. today dev and i were on a mission to find sparklers.. who knew sparklers were banned in los angeles? anyways.. i bought a new hair straightener.. its a pink leopard one by chi.. i love it! tonight robyn and i just stayed in. our friend steven stopped by for a bit. we ate sushi and watched the soup..



last night i went to the cinema and saw virgin suicides. its this cute little indie theatre that just opened and plays tons of great movies that aren't in theaters anymore.. in a few weeks pretty in pink is playing.. i can't wait to see it.. during the day i got acupuncture and went to the beverly hills diner.. i have been spending a lot of time on designs for my new merchandise, its going to be really cute! i can't wait for it to be done. tomorrow morning my mom and i are going to breakfast at the beverly hills hotel.. after robyn and i are meeting up for a car wash, nails and vintage shopping.. next week i have another mtv meeting and i might be going to see my boy for a few days.



i am so out of it. i need tons of sleep and vitamins. i can feel myself getting sick.. i guess i'm good at running myself down.. i seem to do it quite often.. i am ready to dance.. this weekend is going to be full of beach parties, bbq's and dancing.. robyn and i are watching our friends dog trixy till sunday.. its the cutest dog ever! i will post photos with her soon..

what are you doing for 4th of july weekend?

what pets do you have?

xxoo

good morning cupcake. nothing is better than waking up next to him. here i am, showered, full makeup, hair done and ready to go. i need my coffee bean fix and ill be set. yesterday boone came with me to my shoot. it was at a studio in silver lake. the shirts were really cool and the material is insanely soft.. im wearing one right now. the photos are for a spread in some los angeles magazine.. once i have more details about it i will let you know.. everyone is so nonchalant in hollywood.. dont believe anything until you see it with your own eyes.. a few photos later and about 3 wardrobe changes we made our way back home.. on the way back we stopped at this pub cat and the fiddle.. we got a veggie burger and hung out with a few friends.. once i got home one of my neighbors gave me a painting of a little boy holding a rose.. its from the seventies.. and i think its haunted.. i swear he's going to just jump out of the painting one day when i least expect it! hahaha..



today robyn and i are going to a flip cup event in west hollywood. it is an event for breast cancer to raise money and awareness. should be fun! tomorrow shutter shades is throwing an event at the standard. robyn and i are going to go, lay out by the pool and i think im doing a few photos for them as well.. we will seeeeee.. i really want to see hell boy two.. comes out in about two weeks.. i can't wait.. such a nerd.. my boy is gone for a few weeks.. i already miss him.. robyn and i are working on an underwear line right now.. so expect some new stuff up soon! they are going to be cute. i can't wait.





i wish all of my food looked like this.. in panda form.. so amazing!

what is one song you can't stop listening to?

sadly, for me, its cry me a river by justin timberlake.. ahahahahah.. and rock n roll by ryan adams

is your wardrobe colorful or more basic?

august needs to come sooner.. i'm going to be 20.. yippieeeeeee!

i love taking my boyfriends oversized white deep v shirts and wearing them with leggings.. its my new lounge outfit and i love it.. putting on make up has become a hassle.. im liking the nautural look... but i cant stay away from fake lashes.. they are too amazing.. yesterday i filmed and did a photoshoot with buzznet. the documentary "American Teen" is coming to theatres july 25, so we decided to take megan, who is the "princess" stereotype in the movie and give her a hollywood hannabeth makeover. first we started by doing some shopping at popkiller.. we got some cute dresses and new sunglasses.. we followed shopping by getting our hair and makeup done by anna rose.. once we were all made up and in our new outfits we did a photoshoot with dirk. photos and videos will be up soon..





last night i went to see my boy.. went to whole foods for dinner.. they have everything there.. i love it.. best pizza ever! tonight robyn and i are going to take it easy.. im exhausted.. i think were going to play monopoly and watch gossip girl.. we attempted to go see pineapple express tonight but it was too full.. wahhhh..



where's waldo?

friday i am shooting a spread for brain washed clothing.. more meetings next week.. and 4th of july parties.. oh laaa laaaa.. my brother leaves for summer camp soon.. im going to miss him..

what is your favorite accessory you own?

how do you feel about fake tans? love it or hate it?

xxoo

i love going through my dvds and finding one of my favorites that i havent watched in awhile.. last night i was searching for something to watch and i found my yellow submarine dvd.. i love this movie.. i could watch it on repeat for days.. it puts me in the best mood and i think it has some of the best artwork for an animation film.. i love how the movie starts off by saying once upon a time, or maybe twice.. and how they incorporate tons of beatles songs into the movie.. i just love this movie.. it has to be one of my favorites.. my dad was telling me when he was younger he would go see it in theatres.. and it was his favorite.. i wish i could see this in theaters..



yesterday robyn and i went to warped tour in ventura.. lets just say it was quite epic.. before we had even got to the venue we got a flat tire on the freeway and had to pull off to fill it with more air.. we got there around 230.. saw some friends and then went on a mission in downtown ventura for some food and drinks.. we ended up finding a giant pink cupcake, mini absolute, sprite and a random rundown house. we went to the house and i actually ended up knowing someone who was there.. we sat there for a bit with their giant dog until was got freaked out because we thought the owner was beating his cat.. got out of that situation fast and headed back to the concert.. once warped tour was coming to an end robyn, mike mead and i went to sushi dans for dinner.. i hate it there.. i dont know why i keep going.. they have the worst sushi and service.. i always expect it to get better.. never does.. haha!

























what can i say.. i love giving myself bunny ears in photos.. haha! saturday was a very relaxing day.. i spent the day napping, cleaning, doing laundry, buying straws and going to this new sushi place called rock n roll sushi.. i like it. tomorrow i am filming the make over/photoshoot with one of the people from american teen for buzznet. should be fun. anna rose is doing hair/makeup.. she is the best! i dont trust anyone else.. after sushi dans mike mead and i had a little too much fun with my photobooth.. after our photo fun i got sick.. maybe food poisoning? atleast im feeling better today..









i remember when i was younger my first screen name was hannapower.. i miss it.. i wish i still had it.. haha! what was the first screen name you ever made?

what is everyone doing for 4th of july? sparklers anyone? i love those things.



xxoo

going to bed at 7a.m. is never a good idea. lesson learned. yesterday was the first the day of warped tour. i drove down around 11 to meet up with jeffree. the heat was brutal. anytime we would step out of the bus i felt like i was going to pass out. i didnt watch any bands, just tried to stay hydrated the whole time. during jeffree's set, for the song we want cunt, i came out and danced. buzznet filmed, so i should have a video soon! after his set we got some frozen lemonade and did a signing at his merch booth. got to see a bunch of friends who i hadn't seen in awhile.. our friend josh let us sit on his bus because they had stronger ac and gave us mountain dew.. overall my day was full of different kinds of drinks and heat strokes.. haha! after the show i drove back to hollywood to meet up with sara and robyn. our night started at this place called teddies.. i got a dirty martini, ran into friends from highschool, danced a little and left.. at around 2a.m. sara and i decided our night was not yet over, so we made our way to brentwood to go to some house party in the hills. they had a bouncer outside, buckets of booze and a rope swing over the pool. we ran around, danced on a tennis court, sat in a jacuzzi, and had to explain to several people what my job is.. i dont even know what to say when people ask what i do.. my answer is usually long and takes a lot of explaining... haha. the party calmed down once someone cut their foot open by stepping on broken glass.. buzz kill... anyways.. fell asleep when the sun was up and now im exhausted..









wednesday night sara and i went to the opening of rock sugar, which is this new restaurant at century city. they had tofu cheese cake with strawberries on it... yummm.. thursday i got to see my boy. we went to whole foods and got pizza and edaname for dinner.. tonight he comes home from a radio show he had to go do.. i can't wait.. summer is finally here and i couldn't be more excited.. time for pool parties, bbq and tons of work.. tuesday i am taking the girl from the new documentary american teen out for an la make over and we are doing a photoshoot as well.. we are filming the whole thing.. so the video will probably be up by the end of next week.. shooting my poster next week and working on some new merch.. ive been lagging.. sorry.. tonight robyn and i are getting sushi and then im taking it easy.. might be going to warped ventura tomorrow.. so if you're going ill see you there.. i really want a giant cone of rainbow sorbet right now.. sounds so much better than doing laundry.. don't you think? haha



i want that cone now!!!!!! ahahahaha

what are you doing this weekend? any big plans?

what is your favorite late night snack?

xxoo

why is there always fish tanks in doctors offices? every doctor i have been to always has a fish tank.. why don't i have a fish tank.. or why dont doctors give you a free fish with each visit since they have so many? haha.. im crazy.. anyways.. this morning i went to my eye doctor for a check up.. and yes.. he did have a fish tank.. he put tons of different drops in my eyes and made me concentrate on all these lights and letters.. i left the office seeing spots and having a headache.. i just finished shooting jeffrees new merch line which will be available on warped tour.. everything is so cute! you're going to love it!!!! after the shoot, klariza and i did our own thing which involved a torn up wedding dress, black boots and a dirty garage.. photos coming soon..



i can't stop listening to this band called the flamingos.. they are from the fifties.. and im obsessed.. the song "only have eyes for you" is my favorite.. amazing..



last night was pretty epic.. it started with robyn and i doing stickam for about an hour.. 7000 viewers.. i just sat there drinking water and watching 8 simple rules.. haha! im quite the entertainer.. after computer madness.. we got ready and went to this place winstons for some pregaming.. everyone was over 30 and i felt like i was at a dinner party that my parents were throwing.. to end our night we stopped at some place called dance for 10 minutes.. the second you walked out you felt like you were in a sauna and techno music was blasting.. defiantly not my cup of tea.. i prefer a bar that plays old school rock n roll and eighties pop.. where the air conditioning does work.. haha..

















cheery cream soda and a lemonade bubble bath.. what a night.. i want a jacuzzi in this apartment.. i love wearing my hair in big curls.. too bad im the worst person alive at using a curler!! aahahaha.. anyways.. friday is warped tour... i will be there with jeffree so make sure to come watch his set. tonight is some red carpet dinner event and sunday my dad is finally home from europe.. its been 3 weeks.. i miss him and little roscoe..





i want to buy a photobooth for my bedroom.. i doubt that will happen, but i can dream big, right? maybe ill start off with a polaroid camera.. hmmm..

if you could have one thing for your room what would it be? it can be something completely insane and crazy.. it could be a framed autograph u2 poster.. or a giant disco ball... or...a yellow submarine.. its up to you.. think big!!

xxoo

where do i begin.. life has been great.. retrograde is finishing in less than a week.. mtv meetings are going well.. third meeting is going to happen later this week or beginning of next.. wednesday i am shooting for jeffree's merch line.. klariza is taking the photos and anna rose will be doing hair/makeup.. friday trace and i are going to warped in pomona.. excited to check out some good bands and have a heat stroke from the sun! hmmm.. what to wear... haha! yesterday sarah came over.. robyn, boone and i watched the laker game and ordered chinese.. i dont even like sports but somehow i keep getting sucked in.. saturday was.. lets just say dramatic.. and leave it at that.. some people need to learn how to act their age.. i cant explain how nice its been having my boy in town for more than a night or two.. its great..



i love the way desert look.. so colorful and creative.. im going to start saying my fashion is inspired by pastries instead of a person.. who or what do you say your fashion is inspired by? robyn and i missed the swap meet sunday.. i slept in and she ended up laying out by the pool.. ahaha.. maybe next weekend? tonight is gossip girl and then i think im driving to see my boy.. my nails are back to black.. my gold blackberry finally arrived.. i love it.. i kinda want to get it bedazzled at the mall like my old sidekick.. i miss that.. i suggest you go listen to tons of fiona apple.. she amazing.. and every song is a hit..



tons of new photos coming soon.. ive been going to coffee bean every day now and ive become the person who walks in and the people go hey hanna.. vanilla ice blended? ive become the person who doesnt even need to order.. they just know.. im a coffee bean zombie.. maybe time for a new coffee joint.. once they know your name and your drink you know you're going to much.. ahahaha

who is going to warped tour? what band are you most excited to see?

xxoo

i have become obsessed with the seventies. everything back then was so much better.. the music, the fashion, the art.. i am stuck in a futuristic hell.. nothing is real anymore.. its all fake and covered with lies.. thanks to the internet people have lost control of who they really are.. and some take on personas that differ to their own.. this is probably coming off as a rant, but i just hate how my generation is ruled by a computer.. rather than a great artist such as andy warhol or with drama such as brian jones. anyway.. enough of my bullshit.. yesterday i went to the pool at the mondrian hotel.. layed out for a bit and met a man who claims the movie 21 was based on his life.. i believed him once he showed me how to count cards and photos of him at the premier.. impressive.. i ended my day with wearing a vintage wedding gown, a headband with a purple bow, doing laundry and ordering sushi.. what a glamourous night.. haha..













only about one more week of being in retrograde. since we are in retrograde everything is always a little off and it is never wise to make any big decisions. the retrograde has a lot to do with mercury and if you are a gemini it does affect you the most. i am a sucker for astrology.. i find it all so interesting.. today i saw the movie zohan.. i didnt really like it.. but i loved how he wore mariah carey shirts in a ton of scenes.. so ridiculous.. tomorrow morning my boy gets home.. i am so excited to see him.. tonight i might go to barneys beanery with robyn to watch the laker game.. or maybe just stay in, watch a good movie and order some sushi? i am such an old lady lately.. its terrible.. haha



if you could live in any era what would you chose and why?

what movies are you looking forward to seeing? i can't wait for hellboy two

xxoo

all work and no play makes hanna a busy girl. so far this week has been insane. running on barely any sleep and i somehow still make it through the day. monday my lawyer and i met up at cafe med for a yummy lunch and talks about the present/future. After lunch i drove to santa monica for a meeting with mtv. i go in for my third meeting next week. all is well in sunny california. yesterday i woke up at 7a.m. for a doctor appointment, check up. i hate the doctors office. i always think something is going to be wrong with me, but i always turn out to be fine. i guess thats what happens when you have full blown hypochondria.. broke my phone.. ordered a new blackberry only instead of silver i got gold.. went to buzznet around noon.. made some new videos, a contest where you will be able to win some of my gloomy bears and discussed ideas for my page.







after buzznet i went to robertson to do a little shopping.. got some new mac makeup, these crazy white shorts with paint splattered all over them, new jeans, a white hat with a big bow.. etc etc...



last night i went to do the radio show "leave your weave" with ali at compound radio. the radio was not quite working so we had to cancel and got mexican food instead. i cant stop listening to billy holiday.. her songs are constantly filling my room.. later today i am going down to stickam for a meeting.. might start doing a show with them once a week.. tomorrow my boy is home.. so excited to see him.. next week klariza and i are doing a true romance theme photoshoot for the poster i have in production.. its going to be amazing! robyn and i are planning a little trip to nyc, marthas vineyard and boston for august.. its going to be pure chaos.. in a good way ofcourse.. lately all i wear are my pink raybans with star frames that i got from popkiller.. they make me look like a 10 year old.. i want to go dancing tonight.. but i usually end up being too tired to actually go out.. im such a grandma..





i recently just watched the movie girls just wanna have fun.. i forgot how good it was... i love how helen hunt wears plastic dinos in her hair.. amazing..

summer is finally here. what are you most excited about?

what do your prefer.. one piece or bikini?

xxoo

i am so sorry about everything that has been going on. i have been gone from my computer all day and when i returned i found tons of photos of me from when i was 14.. it really hurts me that people feel that its necessary to post something like that.. with no regards to how badly it could hurt me.. i enjoy blogging for buzznet but i cannot keep it up if people are going to disrespect me like this.. you have no idea how hard and hurtful it was for me to see those on my page.. i havent seen those photos in many years and for someone to somehow find them and try to use them against me really hurt. i am really upset and i hope that everyone can see where im coming from.. i understand how you could have negative feelings towards someone.. but to sink that low to the point where you are posting photos like that is just disgusting.. i have never been more shocked... it really hurts me that coming from someone who doesnt even know me would try and hurt me that bad.. i dont know what else to say besides that fact that im hurt.. and im sorry that this girl had to do that..

hopefully we can all grow from this and realize that things like this really do hurt people.. and it isnt funny..

thank you.

if you haven't already.. go listen to the sia album.. it is one of my favorites and always puts me in the best mood. yesterday jeffree and i went to lunch at our favorite spot, urth cafe. ofcourse, we got the cheese platter and a strawberry banana smoothie. after a quick bite we did a little shopping on robertson. got some new mac makeup and a black sequin dress. i have always been very against clothing with sequins.. but i finally gave in.. last night i got to go see my boy.. so amazing.. wish he could be home more.. its always the best.. i picked us up some sushi and watched cops.. he surprised me with the most amazing watch.. i have never owned a watch or cared to wear one but this one is perfect for me, i love it!





sometimes i just want to run away from it all and start over.. those moments last a few seconds.. i have to realieze what i have and focus on positives in life.. monday i have another meeting with mtv.. i am also having a lunch with my lawyer before at cafe med.. such yummy italian food.. today was spent waking up at noon.. laying in bed till around 7.. and then meeting with some friends for dinner at sushi park.. sometimes its good to just not think about anything and have a day to just lay around.. today i really realized who my real friends are and who i truly love and care for in my life.. its good to know that..



my neighbors are being so loud and playing beer pong. i feel like there is a frat party going on below me.. i broke my phone today and it wont charge.. so either a new phone or ill have to keep swapping batteries with people.. typical.. tonight im going to end the new with a movie in bed.. hopefully something good is on.. some hot tea and candles.. i miss..

what is your favorite way to spend a relaxing evening?

what do you miss most from your childhood?

xxoo

yesterday was robyn's birthday. we spent the night drinking champagne, dancing at winstons and falling asleep at 5a.m. i wore more accessories than anyone there and for some reason every song was my "favorite" song.. haha. during the day i went down to mtv for a meeting, got my nails done and had a quick pick me up from coffee bean. did my nails in a bright red instead of black.. it was time for a change. my fridge is completely empty. i would go grocery shopping, but whenever i go it feels like such an ordeal. tonight chris and i are going to the set of the new pussy cat dolls video. i really want to get sushi.. im craving it. sunny la is back to being its cloudy gloomy self. i figure its better to dance alone than to not dance at all. you cant have your cake and eat it too. this is a lesson which over the years you will learn. you have to work for everything. things are never just handed to you on a golden platter..



tomorrow my boy is finally home.. i can't wait to see him.. i cant stop listening to the old classics like marvin gaye, al green and billy holiday.. im loving my new apartment.. my room is so perfect for me.. tons of candles, a cozy bed with giant pillows, a vanity, a bulletin board with photos of my past.. i need to find old school roller-skates..



monday night robyn, rob, one of his friends and i went to sushi dans. we had some tuna tar tar dish which i had never had before.. i loved it.. usually i hate the tuna there, but this was good.. we ended the night by watching gossip girl.. i just got into that show, and i love it.. so dramatic.. is there ever a time in life when everything is okay? are people actually content or is there even such thing as content? none of this will ever make sense to me.. i need a nap.. goodnight.

do you have any big plans for the weekend?

when you were younger what did you want to be when you grew up?

xxoo

what an amazing weekend! and a great start to a new week. thursday was sex and the city! i love that movie.. it was so much better than i was expecting and i cant wait to see it again!! friday was spent going to downtown disney, getting mango jamba juice, seeing my boy and getting lost going to lax.. the show was so fun! robyn and josh met me there.. took me almost 40 minutes to find my car.. what a disaster! already missing him.. can't wait for thursday! saturday went to lunch with my dad and brother at fred segal.. i got the veggie risotto and diet coke.. did a little shopping.. got some new jbrand jeans, undies and bras.. oh laaa laaa!!! haha. at night went to nobu for dinner.. saki and spicy tuna.. sarah, steven and i went on a wild adventure to try and see the movie the strangers.. it was sold out everywhere.. after a stop in the valley and a bowing ally visit we went to the 1225 showing.. i hated the moving and it was a complete waste of our time.. typical..





yesterday was the mtv movie awards. woke up at 10.. anna rose did my hair and makeup.. big curls and dramatic eyes.. i wore a gold betsey johnson dress that i cut to make shorter and back report signature shoes.. got to the show around 130.. did red carpet and then did a few interviews.. i got to interview will smith, rob dyrdek, shwayze, cisco, robin antin, some of the men from american gladiators, stars from the new musical the mall (i think thats the name.. haha) and many more.. videos should be up soon.. i got to talk with one of the head people from mtv.. tomorrow i am going in for a meeting.. good things ahead! i can't wait..











ive been running errands all day.. im exhausted.. tomorrow is the mtv meetings and also robyn's birthday! be sure to wish her a happy birthday on her page.. lately i am loving knee socks with little dresses.. i am also addicted to vanilla ice blendeds from coffee bean with non fat milk and the no sugar added powder.. yummm..



did you watch the awards last night? who's outfit did you love or hate?

if you could interview anyone who would it be?

xxoo

hey guys…so, i’ll be on the red carpet at the mtv movie awards interviewing the stars again this year.  i'm really excited!! it will be alot of fun.

 

the awards are sunday and i need some help coming up with the questions to ask the celebrities.  

leave me a comment telling me who you want to see me interview the most and what question you’d want me to ask them.  i’ll pick a handful of my favorite questions and take them to the red carpet to ask the celebrities personally.  hurry…the show is sunday afternoon!!! 

heres the list of who is supposed to be there – im sure there will be some celebrities and surprise bands too (YAY ... the hairspray cast :)

Jack Black

Lindsay Lohan

Steve Carell

Sarah Jessica Parker

Will Ferrell

Ben Stiller

Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson.

Robert Downey Jr.

Edward Norton

Liv Tyler

Emma Stone

Katharine McPhee 

Mark Wahlberg

Nicky Blonsky

Seth Rogen

Megan Fox

Jennifer Hudson

Anne Hathaway

James Franco

Rumer Willis

Brendan Fraser

Danny McBride

Zac efron

Coldplay

Pussycat Dolls

Amy Adams

Jonah Hill

Jessica Biel

Ellen Page

Hayden Christiansen

Jamie bell

Michael Cera

Topher Grace

 

watch me on the red carpet last year ... J

Interview with Corbin Bleu from "High School Musical" and Lauren Conrad

Chatting with Zac Efron

Stars arriving

can't wait to read your questions!  leave a comment below with what you want me to ask and of course let me know if you are watching.

 

xxoo