ruins.

last night i saw the hills have eyes two. i didnt see the first one, but i thought this one was alright. the actting wasnt to good, but the killing scenes were pretty brutal. tonight im going to the art opening of this artist tomoo who is from japan. most of his painting consist of just blacks, whites and greys. tomorrow im shooting for draven shoes, should be pretty fun. for the past few days i have been exhausted. i feel like im getting enough sleep, but im never well rested. it sucks. all i feel like doing is laying in bed, watching movies, bubble baths, naps.. haha. not the most exciting life, but i think it is needed. losing someone in life who meant a lot to you is hard to cope with. always thinking about themselves, never taking a look at the bigger picture. everything happens for a reason, but sometimes its hard to understand the reasoning behind it. the weather is perfect today. not too hot, with a little breeze. in the end, we are all sinners. doesnt matter who you are, we are all sinners. in the end, to live a life of no regrets would be the greatest accomplishment for man to accomplish. i try to keep my mind set on the postive, but i have a habbit for always letting the negative things get in the way. in most situations, i will usually think of the negative outcome and just say focused on that.. when in reality i need to be thinking positive.. its all fucked up.. no one is living the perfect life. if you dig deep enough you will realieze that. stop bringing yourself down, and start trying to live the life you deserve.