i don't wanna cry for you there's nothing left to lose

i don't wanna cry for you, there's nothing left to lose.

summer is los angeles. the sun is high, shining in my eyes. late nights by the pool, long drives down the coast. yesterday started with me taking all the chaos in my head and trying to make sense of it, therapy. once i was done i met up with my mom for lunch. vegan veggie risotto from toscana, with water and a slice of lemon. my memories have become a new reality. spinning the record around one more time. it's broken, and stopped spinning. here we are again. same feelings. same touches. as if nothing was left behind. sushi dinner w. my dad. i had just watched the doors movie and val kilmer was at dinner right after.. small world.. such a talented actor. ending my night by the pool of the roosevelt, familiar faces and fresh smiles. it all starts to blend together. this morning i went down to laekens studio and picked out an amazing black denim jacket with gold studs, i love it. she is a very unique designer. tonight i am taking it easy, an early dinner and movies in bed. 3 more days till i'm leaving for warped tour. i fly in saturday, which is a day off, into austin. going to meet up with my friend lee, watch fireworks explode, where my american flag trim denim shorts and celebrate the 4th. sunday is the first day i will be there, dallas warped tour to be exact. i will be out for about a week. so if i'm going to be in your city, come out to the glamour kills tent and hang out. i will have posters and goodies. i will be updating my twiiter a lot, so be sure to follow me to see where i'm at and what i'm doing. my user name is thehannabeth.

Turn the lights down low and close the door
I’m tryin to feel the way, I felt before
I’ll cry in the middle of the day
It better make me feel a better way
If it could take my pain away

when you're feeling down, what do you do to cheer yourself up? i love to write. get all my thoughts and feelings onto paper. no one to judge. just me and the blank page.

xoxo

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	brookebrittany: 07/01/2009 4:53 PM When I'm down, I usually draw or write to get all my thoughts out, kinda like you! It makes me feel better.
	Gabby Girl: 07/01/2009 4:56 PM i usually just scroll through my ipod and listen to every song on it while laying in my bed. by the way your skin has a very healthy glow especially in the picture where your wearing the orange top, is it from sun or do you use a bronzer?
	saraah_in_color: 07/01/2009 4:59 PM I also write. Or I'll do some sort of art, like I'll draw or paint. Or I'll listen to music in my back yard (something really upbeat, like Set In Color or Score 24 [some local bands that I adore]) and relax. Sometimes I'll talk to my friend Nina. She's never judged me and she always helps me out. She's a couple years older than me, so she's like my big sister. I love what you're wearing in the last picture of you. Where did you get that top????
	oliviadare: 07/01/2009 5:05 PM love your outfit in the first picture. you're wearing carrie's belt from the sex & the city movie... love it! (and that boy with you is cute) haha. I wish you were going to warped in charlotte, nc. xo
	hannabeth: 07/01/2009 5:11 PM ifxyouxdare said: I also write. Or I'll do some sort of art, like I'll draw or paint. Or I'll listen to music in my back yard (something really upbeat, like Set In Color or Score 24 [some local bands that I adore]) and relax. Sometimes I'll talk to my friend Nina. She's never judged me and she always helps me out. She's a couple years older than me, so she's like my big sister. I love what you're wearing in the last picture of you. Where did you get that top???? it's a dress. vintage. i got it at jet rag.
	hannabeth: 07/01/2009 5:11 PM oliviadare said: love your outfit in the first picture. you're wearing carrie's belt from the sex & the city movie... love it! (and that boy with you is cute) haha. I wish you were going to warped in charlotte, nc. xo thanks babe
	hannabeth: 07/01/2009 5:12 PM gabbysykes said: i usually just scroll through my ipod and listen to every song on it while laying in my bed. by the way your skin has a very healthy glow especially in the picture where your wearing the orange top, is it from sun or do you use a bronzer? i wear bronzer. from nars. its the best.
	giizsel: 07/01/2009 5:12 PM I lovee yOur look, yOu are amaZing ^^
	Musici: 07/01/2009 5:27 PM Yeah writing and painting.....listening to Black Rebel Motorcycle Club...ah love.
	nadia41: 07/01/2009 5:41 PM will you be in montreal on july 11th?
	hannabeth: 07/01/2009 6:00 PM nadia41 said: will you be in montreal on july 11th? yes i will!
	misstaliaelle: 07/01/2009 6:02 PM I love too draw(: Where do youuu buy all of your big earrings ?! Theyre soo pretty.
	poricupcake: 07/01/2009 6:10 PM today was a really bad day, and then i thought, What would i do if music, friends, arts and cigaretes wouldnt exists, probably i'd be dead by now. and the text on the wall is really good.
	edeneavanhanna: 07/01/2009 6:12 PM Hey! I sent you a message..really help me if you replied....how are you and your boy?? x
	adreebug: 07/01/2009 6:21 PM Today is my birthday, & i'm not enjoying it one bit, but you look lovely in the pictures.
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