i'd stop the world melt with you

i'd stop the world & melt with you.

daydreaming, love bites & endless hours.

she's lost control again.

does true love exist anymore? love seems so plastic in this sleepless town.. my mind has been wondering. sleepless nights are becoming an everyday routine. i have become the definition of a night owl. i prefer night time.. the moon is out.. i am not being blinded by the sun.. i am thinking about a million things.. it is even hard to just focus right now and type.. i constantly want to be working, creating.. i cant be satisfied just sitting here with the television on. i need to be inspired. i need to meet people who inspire me & who strive for similar things in life. i need people with edge, risk.. people who know how to live.. how to love.. a true friend. a true love. why is that so rare? when you find it, you hold on tight. things slip away so easily.. the nights are anxious, especially at the late hours. i tried to fall asleep around midnight.. but my mind got to thinking.. it took over and now her i am. on my couch, listening to the smiths & updating my blog. this week is going to be non stop.. go go go they say.. keep on track. mind of matter. tomorrow i am in the studio. i love mark, he is a true musical inspiration. tuesday i am doing some fashion event for buzznet with that girl kristin from the hills.. i've never seen the show.. so... yeah... haha.. wednesday i am shooting the music video for annie automatic, thursday is a fashion shoot & i am to take my car in for a check up. and the beat goes on.. and on.. and on..

today molly, rich royal & i decided to take it easy and have a pool side afternoon. greg had people over for drinks, swim time and bbq.. it was the perfect sunday.. last night i somehow ended up dancing at dianas, my neighbors, until about 5 a.m. we had people over and the night was alive. during the day i ran some errands & met up with my mom for a bite at cafe primo.. we made a quick stop into madison where i got some white doc martins.. i love them.. punk 77.. after madison i stopped by dita to pick up some new shades jeff had for me. i got an amazing pair of white reading glasses and some black sunnies.. john & jeff are the best.. they are the partners who own dita.. classic.

love bettie page... such killer style..

if you could change something going on in your life right now what would it be & why?

hope everyone had a wonderful weekend

xoxo

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	briannajayde: 09/28/2009 2:55 AM i hate it how true friends and true love is so hard to find. but if it wasnt rare we wouldnt fight to keep them people in our life. and it's kind of good to know you're lucky enough to have them.
	Paigie.: 09/28/2009 3:14 AM If I could change something going on in my life right now it would be that my little kitten doesn't have eyes are haven't formed properly. Their unfixable apparently and the only way to fix it is by putting her down. That's what I would change! On a different note you seem very busy! I hope you have a great week that is ahead! =] take care xo
	smallchick: 09/28/2009 3:35 AM Its true what you are saying, you feel as if you have to create things to feel satisfied to go to sleep. I can also understand because all my life i have never had good friends or even friends to call friends (its tough to find people whom have similar interests) and because of this i hardly go out on the weekends, which sucks, but in my spare time I i draw/paint, write or even take photos to cure my feeling of loneliness i guess. Its sort of like you feel out of place in a world that is build around you not for you. You know what, we are all special and we all have different problems in our lives, but if there was one problem i could change in my life it would be finding people or at least someone who understand me, my interests and also my opinion of the world, but i guess thats a tricky thing to find...
	danaxg: 09/28/2009 5:06 AM I waiting for results from a very important exam...if I could change something I would change the situation I have gotten myself into...but wish me luck!! things might even turn out ok..I hope :(( xo
	carla20: 09/28/2009 5:35 AM I see that you have fun and chill last weekend;) Nice pics:) Greetz from Poland;*
	alicerose: 09/28/2009 6:22 AM I would make all the boy dramas work out in my favour. hahaha. if only it were so easy.... x
	cupcake milkshake: 09/28/2009 6:28 AM i wish i had more money so i could buy nice clothes and go on holiday whenever i like haha!!
	susanncupcake: 09/28/2009 7:48 AM you are absolutely my inspiration, i wish i had a friend like you. Im a night person too, i have so much more things to do at night, and im more creative haha. cool tights you have there, you are adorable:) you know when you had hair ext. before, where did you buy them, ? they look good. xoxo
	stephaniecatherine: 09/28/2009 9:54 AM i know exactly how you feel. i get bored of being around unmotivated people. i try and find people who are creative and motivated because their energy makes me more motivated to do the things i want if that makes sense? im glad that i have two talented friends who keep me motivated to do the stuff i want :) i get anxiety when im doing nothing. its getting to the point where i cant even watch a movie or sit down anymore haha. i guess i would probably change being at school. i hate how it takes up all my time to do the more important stuff and im seriously over it haha. your blogs are amazing, they keep me thinking haha xoxo
	katherinejasmin: 09/28/2009 9:56 AM well for starters; i'd change myself first because honestly there are a lot of flaws that i'd like fixing. then i'd change all the negatives and turn them into positives. l0ve ya !
	Bellatrix Lestrange: 09/28/2009 11:10 AM i'd change my negativity, i'm sooo pessimistic and always see the bad things that could happen in life. what would you change?
	shelbyyym: 09/28/2009 12:34 PM i just bought those black sequin leggings!
	smokenmirrors: 09/28/2009 12:45 PM Sounds like a fun weekend !!! If i could change somethings in my life right now it would deffinitly be my college classes situation, I don't like any of my classes one bit but still life must go on and we must deal with it. :/.
	hannais: 09/28/2009 12:48 PM oh god i love this song!
	bbc4sho: 09/28/2009 2:18 PM i would change my aggressiveness towards people, i have gone through so much this past year i don't even know how to take a joke any more it's sad. I would change my choice in going to college instead of continuing on in my boxing career i think i messed up by quitting it. P.s. I love your positivity you seem to be one of the few people who can keep a great attitude.
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