so i wake in the morning i step outside i take a deep breathe i get real high

so i wake in the morning, & i step outside, & i take a deep breathe & i get real high.

"and so i cry sometimes, when im lying in bed, just to get it all out, what's in my head."

this is an old article from a japanese magazine.. it covered coachella 2009.. there is a photo of aoki & i on the left side.. such a fun time.. i can't wait to go again next year.. waking up to open doors, fresh air & cold rain is so peaceful for some reason. to me, it's content. i love the rain & when it's gloomy.. it puts me in a good mood.. there is endless possibilities.. it will probably only last a few days, but i'm going to take it for all its worth. some things never change.. as much as you want to think they will, sometimes they dont. everyone in the world has a plan, a certain path to live our life by. if everything is happening for a reason, do we have any self control? do we control our fate or is it already planned out for us? are people ever truly content or do they just lie to themselves to make everything seem alright. is everything alright? is this the reality i truly want for myself? it's a lot to think about. you have to live life in the moment.. one day at a time.. focus on the now rather than tomorrow..

this week i have mostly been focusing on getting healthy again & finishing all the errands i had been putting off. i seem to keep running myself down, i need to take better care of myself.. i am starting to feel better.. i just have a cough now that doesn't seem to want to go away.. i finally saw inglorious bastards!! such a good film!! i would see it again.. it's one of the best movies i have seen in the theaters in a long time. tomorrow & friday i will be in the studio writing. can't wait for it all to be done. i have a few more pieces from my pop up store to sell & then i will be done. saturday i am going to a masquerade party.. i have always wanted to go to one.. i need to find the perfect mask! haha. it's so weird to see my brothers growing up.. they are growing up so fast.. marlon is already taller than me.. i remember when he was just a little boy.. running around & playing legos.. its crazy how fast life goes by.. thats why you need to take it for all its worth.. really do things you love and that make you smile.. there is no time to waste..

what is your favorite thing to do on a rainy day?

do you know any secret tricks to get rid of a cough? i need help!!! haha

xxoo

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	kelsidotcom: 10/14/2009 6:04 PM i love rainy days! i always get my window sills wet because i leave my windows open to listen to it and have the fresh air... my favorite thing for those days is probably getting hot tea/coffee with my best friend and renting movies! as for the cough... i'm in the same boat right now and i need help too! xoxo
	kenziekrazy: 10/14/2009 6:10 PM movies
	peacelovesanti: 10/14/2009 6:51 PM on rainy days i love to just stay in bed, watch movies and such. i could use a rainy day. hanna, thanks for always posting your blogs. i've been reading them for about 2 years now and they always brighten my day as corny as that sounds. you're blogs have really influenced me and i feel like i can be myself, act the way i want to, dress the way i want, and be satisfied with myself and part of that is because of you. so thanks for all you help and guidance. i truly admire your work, your ambition and your career. you have SO much going for you. thanks for always talking and taking the time to interact with your fans, it really is great. xxoo
	cameronangel: 10/14/2009 6:55 PM are you working on a music career??
	saraah_in_color: 10/14/2009 6:59 PM Hm, mint or a rose tea with honey instead of sugar...that always helps me! I love rainy days! That's when I when I watch old movies (preferably Audrey Hepburn or Molly Ringwald) and make accessories!
	danaxg: 10/14/2009 7:03 PM all I want to do when it rains and I dont feel like going outside is watch movies and drink hot chocolate in bed! just relax! so you say inglorious bastards is a good film...what other good movie have you seen lately that you would recommend? I seem to like the same movies as you! :) xo
	iloveeturtles: 10/14/2009 7:13 PM you should watch movies and listen to time to play-metro station (; that makes me feel better when i dont feel very good. sorry about the cough!
	jessroxx: 10/14/2009 7:14 PM Honey and one lemon together put in the microwave for 30 seconds that should be good for your cough works for me
	mydarlingzombie: 10/14/2009 7:16 PM hope you get well hanna >.
	DaniBouvier: 10/14/2009 7:31 PM omg this blog arrived like a bomb for me :s! those questions are the ones that I have...now I feel a lot of pressure!! in 2 months or less I must decide wich career I want to study in the university and I still have no idea!and I think that what I want is not so necessary in Mexico, and so full of people studying that! I really love design
	jenz1: 10/14/2009 7:31 PM im so excited im seeing steve aoki play in auckland next week!! i watched the hangover and transformers 2 on the plane last week but other than that i dont really see movies, something i should do more of. its been rainy all day here today and i wouldnt say i love it all day but its so peaceful and cozying at night when your trying to sleep. i suppose you dont get many rainy days in LA. have a good rest of your week xxo
	heavendotcom: 10/14/2009 7:41 PM youve been in the studio alot ! For what may I ask =]
	derikah: 10/14/2009 7:58 PM I liek open doors and fresh cool air but not if it's raining. I don't like the rain it bothers me. cute pictures. ohgosh I had a bad cough for like a month in a half awhile ago. One day I just woke up with it and no other symptoms, it was really weird. So then this morning I wake up and my whole body aches and I feel like my voice is gone and I think I have a fever, I must have swine flu D: it sucks. ohgosh i know time goes by so fast. wow he's taller than you? Boys are always tall, it annoys me hah but i don't really care, girls are better :P I like to sit around on the computer on rainy days hah, I really don't like rainy days they make me feel lazy and boring and I get annoyed by it.
	shelbyyym: 10/14/2009 9:19 PM i love rainy days, they are my absolute favorite. i love sitting in my room on my bed with the windows open! shopping's nice on rainy days tooo. secret tricks for coughs? lots of tea! i work at a vitamin store and we have special tea just for coughs! they always help. oh, and put lots of honey in it, that should do the trick :)
	hannahpaige: 10/14/2009 10:15 PM sounds strange, but i like to organize my closet..so relaxing!
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