Miss Hanna Beth

"we were all feeling a bit shagged and fagged and fashed, it being a night of no small expenditure"

how is it already november? the pumpkins have been carved & the christmas decor is already starting to go up. i feel like it was yesterday i was doing the countdown into 2009.. where did this year go? time really does fly by.. you really have to enjoy every minute of it. friday night.. was when the chaos began. tons of holiday parties & halloween fun. ivey & i dressed up as droogs from clockwork orange, one of my favorite films. the night started with pre drinks in the hills. photo booth under the stars, tons of yummy finger foods, test tube shots and dancing. from there we made our way to wilshire for another halloween party, only this time it was in an office type building & you could hardly move. the music was loud and everyone was dressed to impress. the night went on.. and on.. one party to the next.. making our way around the dull lit town.. ending up on a bean bag chair at 3a.m. watching the riot at the front gate while eating an omelet from the omelet bar justin had set up for the evening. chaos at its finest. on saturday.. the actual halloween day, i started my night by helping my mom with the trick treat kids in brentwood. ended up at a party off lauren with too much black light. left around one to support my roomie allie at the key club. the night was young, but friday took a lot out of me. sunday was recovery at its finest. malibu brunch on the beach.. bloody marys.. you get the idea.. 

not having a car in la la land is the worst. my car is in the shop and i feel so useless without it. this week i have a few shoots lined up, one is with the lovely sophia & another with my friend will. we are going for a ruff late seventies look. i've started working on designs for my winter line, hopefully i will be able to get everything together in time for christmas. in a few weeks i get to film my next part of the dobly promotion i am doing.. instead of filming at a hotel we are going to be at the black crows concert! should be a fun night. right now ivey is wrapped up like a burrito on my pull out mattress from urban. i am snuggled up on my chair with cinderella by my feet. my apartment smells like burned jiffy pop & it wont go away.. i shouldn't be allowed to have a stove.. i always do something wrong.. even if its something so simple.. 

what is one of your biggest fears in life & what steps, if any, have you taken to overcome it?

xxoo