Miss Hanna Beth

being home has never felt so good. this past week has been amazing, i couldn't ask for anything better. last night devan and i went to katsu-ya for a yummy sushi dinner with my mom, her friend jill and her boyfriend. after some crispy rice spicy tuna and a baked crab hand roll we drove to santa monica for some trivia game in a local pub. our team name was best eva and lets just say our team name was the complete opposite of our score.. haha.. anyways.. tomorrow is a big day. i am going into dreamworks studio for a call back. it is for the new steven spielburg movie and i really hope i get the part.. i am keeping my fingers crossed. after dreamworks i am going to buzznet with dev to film some new videos.









tonight my friend margaret and i are going to dinner at a little cafe near her house. we were best friends in third grade until tenth. i haven't seen her in a few years, so i can't wait to catch up, she's great. afterwards i'm going to have a quiet night at home, watch gossip girl and get plenty of sleep for tomorrow. thursday i am shooting the new skelanimal ads. next week i am doing a fashion show for la cari fashion. 944 and wireimage are covering the event. august 9th is the mid summer nights dream party at the playboy mansion.. i need to find a killer outfit.. hmmm.. this morning i woke up to a 5.8 earthquake.. my toys went everywhere.. so annoying..sunday afternoon i went to the dollar sale at jetrag and scored some amazing new pieces.. i love how you can find the most amazing pieces for a dollar..

what is your favorite show on t.v. right now?

what would you like to see me do a video about? makeup? fashion? food? haha

xxoo

"I don't care if Monday's blue Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too Thursday I don't care about you It's Friday, I'm in love" -The Cure







it's friday, time for the weekend to begin. yesterday devan and i filming all day for the fox family show GREEK. after filming we headed back to hollywood and grabbed some late lunch from gelsons. sushi and salads. at night we went to the grove and saw the movie step brothers. the movie was insanely funny, but i fell asleep half way through.. i can never stay up for late movies.. haha! tonight we are going to the bar for a birthday party and to see our friend spin. on wednesday we saw pretty in pink, it was so great besides the fact that we ate way to many snacks! after the movie we stopped by 86 where i ran into random people who i hadn't seen in a few years. so it's crazy to see how much people change and how only a few years can make the biggest difference. i finally booked my flights for august. im going to be gone from the 12th to the 25th. from the 12th to the 15th i am going to be in marthas vineyard and then im going to go meet up with my boy.. i can't wait!









this week i have been living in my deep v shirts and high waisted skirts.. my flu is finally done and i am healthy again.. i hate being sick.. monday i have an audition for a hosting gig with devan and we are also filming more GREEK next week. hope the show turns out good. we got invited to the mid summer night dream party at the playboy mansion.. so funny, but could be fun. my brother marlon is still at camp, i miss that little guy.







what is your favorite john hughes movie? pretty in pink.. sixteen candles.. breakfast club.. etc etc

who is your best friend and how did you meet them? why do you think you are so close with them? what draws you two together?

xxoo

you never really know anything in life until its right in front of you. everyone is all talk in this town, make sure you get everything in writing first. i've learned in life not to trust anything until you see it with your own eyes. all i know is who i am, and what is right for me. people will always judge you and truly believe they know you better than you know yourself. i have dealt with this my whole life, and will till the day i die. don't ever let someone's judgments affect who you really are. life is too short not to enjoy it. embrace what you have and work with it. today has been a busy day. went to a casting and had a meeting about a shoot for next week. its going to be a high fashion shoot on top of a roof in hollywood.. should be fun.. tonight dev and i are going to pretty in pink at the new beverly cinema, we love it there. mom and i are also grabing some italian din din. tomorrow dev and i are shooting for the show "Greek" which is on fox family. we are sorority sisters.. so funny! we are filming friday as well. can't wait to see the outcome.



wednesday afternoon.



salt lake city



sushi train in seattle



beverly center photo booth w. dev



dirk photography





yesterday was TAI shoot. i had so much fun besides getting hit in the nose with pliers. when i got to set they decided that they didnt want me to wear my septum piercing. i didnt know how to take the hoop off so they had some man with pliers try.. he ended up hitting me in the nose with the pliers, and then they decided i could leave it in.. typical.. haha! the shoot took place at a house in studio city. the whove video is in slow motion.. there were poloroid photos everywhere and kid robot toys.. the house had a vintage feel to it and felix the house cat cartoons were playing in the back ground.



every night i fall asleep watching cartoons and laying on a stuffed panda as a pillow. i wish cartoon network would play old school cartoons.. most of their new ones are terrible.. this weekend robyn and i are going shopping downtown and brunch at beverly hills hotel.. my favorite! ahahaha.. new season of gossip girl starts september first.. can't wait!

what is your favorite cartoon? new and old.

xxoo

finally home. it is 2:40 a.m. and i am watching family guy, waiting for dev to come over. i'm living in the city which never sleeps. everyone turns into a vampire at some point. today i was in san diego. the show was at an 18+ indian casino. i didn't gamble, but i did get some yummy chinese take out! i already miss him. this coming week is going to be so busy! tomorrow i start my yoga classes and have two meetings. tuesday i am shooting the new "the academy is" music video. i got the lead role.. should be fun.. later this week i have two photo shoots, more meetings and tons of errands!!!! dev and i are going to start working on our accessories, should have some photos up soon. the spread i did for h magazine in brainwashed clothing comes out soon. it is a los angeles magazine, so if you live here make sure to pick up a copy!!!









the past week was so much fun! i went to this restaurant called cracker barrel for the first time and had the most amazing breakfast. it's very southern and their meals remind me of a good home cooked meal.. anywayyyyyyyssssss.. while we were in slc we went to the salt lake and all we saw was tons of dead birds and sand for miles.. we turned around after a few blocks.. it wasn't a pretty site. i probably should go to sleep.. but instead im drinking ice water and on my laptop. dev just got here, and she is making me some new mixes for my car. thinking of spending my birthday in the big apple.. sushi from whole foods and sleeping in till noon is a perfect day in my book. i am still sick. i feel like i just got off an airplane and my ears need to pop.. being sick is the worst.. can't wait to see batman in imax and step brother this weekend.

have you seen batman yet? what did you think?

if you could be any comic book character, who would you be?

xxoo

tomorrow morning i am leaving to denver. i am so excited, i just want to be there already!! i miss him so much. my friend kerry is flying out the same day as me, so it will be nice to see her. i need to pack, i just cant decide what to bring. i always pack very last minute and just throw a ton of stuff into my suitcase and hope it works out.. haha! today i am going to dita sunglasses on melrose. they are sponsoring me, so i get to go pick out some awesome shades for summer.. make sure to look at their line.







"lindsey lohan in dita sunglasses"



"nicole richie in dita sunglasses"

later on i am getting my hair and nails done.. beauty day! i need a massage.. yesterday my dad and i went to this little hidden sushi place for lunch. it is one of those traditional japanese restaurants where you can't order. the food is amazing. after lunch i ran a bunch of errands all over town.. bank. salon.. pharmacy.. etc etc. once robyn got home from work we ordered some sushi and watched gossip girl. boone stopped by for a bit, i hadn't seen her in awhile, it was nice. at some point i decided i wanted to sit in our sink and i defineatly fell on the floor.. now i have a bruised elbow.. typical.. i fell asleep watching a lady preach about jesus and woke up to scooby doo.



ive been listening to the ting tings a lot. if you haven't heard them, i suggest you go check them out. also check out cold plays news cd, santogold and mgmt. mtv music awards and teen choice awards are coming up.. i dont know what to wear! im going to have to find some killer dresses.. hmm...



what color should i paint my nails? black or bright red?

are you going on any summer vacations?

xxoo

in a little over a month i am going to be 20! august 24th to be exact. it's so weird to think that i am no longer a teenager. i have done so much growing up over these past few years, that i cant wait to see what my future holds. hopefully tons of new business opportunities and traveling.. i love to travel.. sunday night i went to my dads for dinner and to hang with roscoe. my dad got dantana's take out. i had the grilled fish and some veggies. after dinner i met up with dev and we went to hyde for about an hour. when we first got there it was dead, but the music was great! the actress zooey deschanel was djing, as well as adam 12. i kept running into people who i used to be friends with a few years back. whenever people see me, who haven't seen me in a few years, always say the same thing.. WOW you grew up.. haha. anyways.. we ended our night with a grilled cheese at green blatts and watching enchanted in bed, i love that movie, its great.



monday dev and i spent the day running errands. we went to his&hers for new clip in extensions, the bank, cvs and sushiya for dinner. we also did a little shopping at american apparel. i got black leggings which look like leather and a polka-dot leotard. later on we met up with ashley, got ready and went to the bar. we danced to old eighties hits and ended up sitting at a bus station.. haha. yesterday we spent all day regrouping. movies in bed, pizza and yoga. about 3 times a week i have a yoga lady come to my house to help me with my back, its great! yesterday was my first time, and im really excited about it. it really calms me down and brings my mind to a peaceful place. during the night, dev, ash and i all got in work mode and brainstormed about a ton of great ideas. more details soon.





3 more days until i leave for denver. i have no idea what to pack, and i need to do laundry. i cant wait to see my boy, i miss him so much. time apart is the worst. get to see my grandparents in a little over a week. its going to be nice to see them, since i only get to see them once a year. tomorrow is going to be my beauty day. im getting my nails done, hair done, face mask, bubble bath galore.. time to get cute.. haha!



what is your typical relax day>

how do you deal with drama? are you the type to lash out or are you more of a private person who wants to work things out at the right time?


xxoo

i am over high school drama. i am going to be 20 in a few weeks, and i already feel like i act way more mature than most people my age. when did people think it was ok for them to make their drama public? haven't people heard of a telephone? use it. if you are going through something with someone the best way to deal with it, is with them. making your issues public is not going to get you anywhere. it just makes you look like a back stabber and that you are craving attention. i am really hurt right now. i'm upset. it hurts me that awful things were said regarding my roommate and boy. no statements were true, but apparently its okay to twist words just to make someone look like a bitch. everyone who knows me, knows who i really am.. all you need in life is someone to trust, and obviously it wasn't them. i dont even know what to say. im in shock and so hurt that someone would sink that low just to try and hurt me. you must be a really sad person if you really want to hurt someone that bad. we need to realize that all this negativity is never going to get us anymore.. life free and let no one stand in your way.. people causing drama are just people seeking attention.

goodnight beautiful los angeles



3 more days till boy.time!

xxoo

july 4th.. a day filled with fireworks, bbq's and hanging out with family/friends. well.. thats how it is for most people.. but when you're a 19 years old girl, living in west hollywood.. things always seem it get a little chaotic.. my day started with sleeping in till around two.. finally, got myself out of bed.. took a shower.. did my makeup/hair and got dressed. ray came over around 4 and at 5 we went to a BBQ at this guy anthony's house, who has been my moms good friend since they were young. he only lived two blocks away, but since i'm terrible with directions and ray is the slowest driver in town, it took as 20 minutes to get there.. on the way we stopped at ralphs to get a purple onion. while i was picking the onion out, some couple was starring at me, laughing and saying things like wow, people actually dress like that, hunny why don't you get sunglasses like that.. well.. i just starred them down and walked away.. some people are so close minded that they can't except a girl wearing heart sunglasses and a vintage dress.. hmmm.. anyways.. we finally got to anthony's house.. the best potato salad and macaroni!! limeade cocktails and old school r&b. one guy kept taking our photo while we were eating and saying how he loved photos of people eating.. then we watching the chef and one of the guests get in a fight over tyra banks.. could i ask for more? haha.















once we got home it was time to rage.. well sorta.. we watched some show on the food network about hot dogs. around 9 fireworks were going off so we watched from my porch, i love fireworks.. they should set some off everyday! ray showed me a ton of music he is working on and i am going to help him put some lyrics to the songs. at midnight my neighbor decided to randomly stop by, with six of her friends. they were all wasted and i couldn't really understand what they were talking about. one girl was talking about seth rogan for a good ten minutes.. that all i really made out from the visit..







"this is the painting the neighbor gave me. ray is convinced that it looks like me and that if i had a son, he would look like that"

yesterday robyn and i went to a BBQ pool party up franklin canyon. i didnt even know franklin canyon existed. it is about 15 minutes away from me.. and there is a giant like and tons of good hiking spots.. so weird.. i didnt know i lived that close to a lake.. once we got there we realized we didnt know anyone.. and it was basically all girls.. it ended up being really fun and the food was really good.. the techno music they were blasting got pretty old after awhile.. but besides that, i had a good time. i love pool parties, even though i never go in the pool. some girl had a little pug named banana, it was the cutest.











last night robyn and i just stayed in. we got cafe med take out and watching movies. it was our last night with trixy. she goes home today. i liked having a dog, but it is definitely hard work. today we are going to the swap meet on melrose and later on i am driving to my dads house for dinner and to hang with roscoe.. 5 more days till i leave.. can't wait to see my boy..



what is the craziest dream you have ever had?

did you get to see fireworks on friday?

xxoo

who knew it would be so fun. i was carrying a pink balloon in one hand and my purse in the other. with a half of a veggie burger in foil and star sunglasses.. i made my way home. these past few days have been busy busy BUSY! i'm exhausted.. and taking tonight to relax.. tons of errand running and random adventures.. no sleep.. driving around at 3a.m. looking at views in the hollywood hills and watching an eclipse from the valley. you can't take life too seriously. today dev and i were on a mission to find sparklers.. who knew sparklers were banned in los angeles? anyways.. i bought a new hair straightener.. its a pink leopard one by chi.. i love it! tonight robyn and i just stayed in. our friend steven stopped by for a bit. we ate sushi and watched the soup..



last night i went to the cinema and saw virgin suicides. its this cute little indie theatre that just opened and plays tons of great movies that aren't in theaters anymore.. in a few weeks pretty in pink is playing.. i can't wait to see it.. during the day i got acupuncture and went to the beverly hills diner.. i have been spending a lot of time on designs for my new merchandise, its going to be really cute! i can't wait for it to be done. tomorrow morning my mom and i are going to breakfast at the beverly hills hotel.. after robyn and i are meeting up for a car wash, nails and vintage shopping.. next week i have another mtv meeting and i might be going to see my boy for a few days.



i am so out of it. i need tons of sleep and vitamins. i can feel myself getting sick.. i guess i'm good at running myself down.. i seem to do it quite often.. i am ready to dance.. this weekend is going to be full of beach parties, bbq's and dancing.. robyn and i are watching our friends dog trixy till sunday.. its the cutest dog ever! i will post photos with her soon..

what are you doing for 4th of july weekend?

what pets do you have?

xxoo