Miss Hanna Beth

my eyes are tired, but my mind is awake. i just got back from getting some frozen yogurt with sky at the big chill. it's the best frozen yogurt in los angeles, i prefer it over pink berry. i got the vanilla custard with the dark chocolate. in a few hours, after i nap and get ready, i am going to sky's house. tonight we are going to guys to visit are good friend frankie and to have some fun. tomorrow is the swap meet and lunch at jones on third. the perfect way to spend a sunday morning. after lunch i am sure i will be swept up in some super bowl chaos.. perhaps a party at a friends or sky's dad's cigar club. we can't decide. yesterday, jennifer from buzznet and i made our way to the burbank mall for some cheesy portraits at sears, but left empty handed. the photographer was taking too long and we got impatient. we decided to have some fun in the photo booth and do a little shopping instead! haha.







thursday, jennifer, sky and i went to this beauty spa in silver lake for the perez hilton/veronica's spa event. it was fun. they had tons of mini pink cupcakes and pink champagne. we only stayed for about 10 minutes before deciding it was too crowded and that dinner at toast sounded way more appealing. next week my dim mak line is going into production. shouldn't be long till things are up and for sale.



are you going to watch the football game tomorrow? i don't even know who's playing who.. haha

since valentines day is coming up.. what is your favorite love song?

xxoo

there is just something about the way photos turn out from a disposable camera that makes me prefer it over digital. i love the raw look and distorted colors. this morning i dropped my disposable cameras off at one hour photo and got a smoothie from the beverly juice bar. banana almond with apple ginger smoothie is my new favorite afternoon snack. yesterday i went to nobu for dinner where i enjoyed some pink champagne and sashimi. i ended my night staring at a view of all of los angeles from giant windows in the hills and video chatting with my friend amy who was dressed up as a cat in seattle.





















this week is going to be busy. dim mak and i are working on the line and the material for the shirts. think comfy lounge wear. soft shirts and hoodies. sunday i shot the death of hanna beth part 2. its going to be a lot longer this time and more intense. glamour kills and i are also working on merch designs this week as well. thursday i have a photoshoot and friday i have a production meeting with my manager. tonight i'm going to take it easy and have dinner at my mom's with marlon and her. i love spending time with my family, they mean more to me than anyone i know. this weekend is superbowl weekend! i don't like football, but people always make a big deal about it. i think alex and i might be spending it in vegassssss.. could be an interesting weekend..



















any plans for superbowl weekend?

what is your favorite junkie snack? my fav is goldfish.. haha

xxoo

the past few weeks my life has been everything but boring. busy has become my middle name and nightlife has taken over once again. i spend my days running around from place to place, living off coffee and the los angeles traffic. i love los angeles. there is no where else i'd rather be right now than here. last night my entire block had no power, so we spent out night in candle light. i felt like i was in the shining. the hallways were pitch black and the only light that was to seen was the red light from the exit signs. i went next door to my neighbors place where we drank milk, ate cookies, and told scary stories.. i know.. very immature of us.. but sometimes it's fun to act like a kid.. today i am going to sky's mom's birthday party at moon light roller way and then to a dinner party at my moms. tomorrow i start shooting very early for dim mak, so i'm going to take it easy tonight and get a good nights rest.



getting some coffee at cafe primo w. sky



frankie & sky.



the three amigos



we love frankie



bing bam boom



out at delux.



my friend fabrice.



troy is looking tough

over the years i have watched certain people in my life change and become something amazing.. an individual who knows who they are and doesn't have to feed off others to find their identity.. while other people in my life have become lost and forgotten who they really are.. i see them and they seem so numb. numb to life and all it's glory. self medicating to hide from real feelings and the world. i wish they could see what i see. i wish they could see the people they have hurt and how their actions affect people more than they know.. that there are more important things in life than trying to bring people down because they are not satisfied with themselves. some things never change.. all you can do is wish them the best and walk away.. i am thankful for the people i have in my life. my real friends who are there for me and i am there for them. i have been blessed to find such amazing friends who i can trust and know would never do anything to hurt me. anyways.. enough with my speech on friends... this morning i woke up to russian karaoke blasting from down stairs. not the best way to start a morning.. next week dim mak and i are starting to design for the hanna beth for dim mak collection. i am also collaborating with glamour kills to do a line as well.. so expect tons of new merch on the way! i can't wait to see the final product. i can't wait to see he's just not that into you and confessions of a shopaholic!!! they look so cute! anyways... time to get up and get my day started. hope everyone is having a good weekend!



what movie are you excited to see thats coming up?

what would you like to see in my new merch? hoodies? shirts? leggings?

xxoo

hello loves. i just woke up and i am about to go to the eye doctor and make a quick stop at coffee bean. i woke up this morning with my right eye feeling sore, so i need to go see what that is all about.. haha. last night matt and i decided to have a night on the town. we pre-partied at my apartment and then made our way to apple. i'm so sick of people in l.a. thinking they have power and the right to say whatever they want just because they are "rich".. and most of the time it's not even them who's rich, its their parents.. after apple a few friends and i stopped by boss nova for some late night snacks.. always a great way to end a night. tomorrow is a meeting with vh1 and my friends paty at delux.



angelica, hanging out in her one piece.



matt & i before hitting the town. cinderella is make a debut in the back as well.



ready to dance!



love my roomie



kevin and i. he is one of the best club promoters in town. love him.



my friend trev and i.



it was jaz's birthday, so obviously he had the pimp cup!

monday was a busy day for me. i met up with dim mak and discussed future plans with them. sunday we are filming the death of hanna beth part two, i can't wait! this time is going to be more intense, so be prepared. we also discussed doing a hannabeth for dim mak shirt, so expect that soon as well. after meeting up with them i made my way to my managers for another meeting. we discussed february details and hopefully ill be filming by then.. everything takes time and i have learned to accept that over the years. you can never rely on someone to do something for you, you have to do everything yourself if you ever want to succeed.



what did you do for your martin luther king monday?

what kind of video would you like to see me do? cupcake testing? something about music? fashion? let me know.

xxoo

i found this really cute hello kitty lamp while i was shopping for the holidays and decided instead of keeping it for myself i would sign it and give it to one of you.

here's how to enter to win it:

1. take a cute and creative picture of yourself with your favorite hello kitty thing you own (you can submit 1 (one) different photo/entry for each hello kitty thing you own) 

2. upload your photo(s) on YOUR PROFILE on BUZZNET and tag it "hello kitty"

3. come back TO THIS JOURNAL and leave me a comment BELOW with the link to the photo you uploaded on your own page.

i'll look through all the pictures and pick my favorite next wednesday

(hint hint hint...the more photos you upload and links you submit the better your chances of winning ;) 

and if you dont own anything hello kitty, you can make something or draw something and take a picture with it and that will count too!

i cant wait to see all your pictures and all the cool hello kitty stuff you have -- i bet im going to want some of it.

xxoo

 

 

 

 

tuesday night. another day done, onto the next. tonight was spent drinking coffee at the standard and talking about future plans. i can't say too much just yet, but let's just say, the meeting went well and everything is in motion. finally, i was able to get my vision across and it is turning into something bigger than just words in my notebook. i couldn't live without my notebook. it is the only place i can say whatever i want and not get judged by it. let my true emotions out and not have to worry about the response. angelica and i have been working on the apartment. making it feel more like home and less like we just moved in. more art and furniture. can't wait for it to be complete. i'm thinking of painting my room a pale blue. i love the green, but i think it's a little too bright for my liking.











tomorrow night i am going to my dads for dinner and some catching up. i love to stay close with my parents. i know they will always be here for me and it is so great to have such inspirations in my life. after dinner i might be attending a showtime event that buzznet is putting on. right now i am watching blades of glory and getting ready to go to sleep. i find will ferrel hilarious.. every movie he is in makes me laugh.. there is just something about him that i love..



who is the biggest inspiration in your life?

do you keep a journal? if so, what does yours look like? my journal looks vintage with a cartoon of new york city on the front.

xxoo

i love when the sunset looks like a giant water color painting. i could stare at it for hours. i wish the sky would always look like that. right now i am catching up on my emails and enjoying a hot peppermint tea. the past few days i have been taking it easy. spending time with people i care about and catching up on my relaxation. monday my family and i celebrated our late christmas with present opening and dinner at toscana. i always get the same thing, veggie risotto and a arugula salad. once i find something i like, i stick with it. some of the things i got for christmas were..



balenciaga bag.



black lna leggings with the gold zipper.



black sue london ballet flats.



cashmere blanket.

overall.. i loved everything i got. it was a great christmas! now that the holidays are done and we are in a new year it is time to get serious. tons of meetings and work ahead.. no time to be lazy.. sorry for the lack of updating the past few weeks but i will be updating a lot more now.. hope everyone is doing well and had a great new years!!!



what is your number one must have item right now?
my must have is black leggings.

what was the last movie you saw in theatres? loved it or hated it?
the last movie i saw was last chance harvey. it was a little slow, but overall i enjoyed it.

xxoo