February 26, 2009i do and i don't, i love you and i won't
life is strange. you never know what's going to happen or what to expect. one minute you are standing straight up, both feet on the ground, and the next minute you are upside down, backwards and all in between.. i know that doesn't make sense, but it does to me.. you have to take risks.. living your life in fear is going to get you no where.. sometimes the right decision isn't always the one you want to admit, but in the long run.. it will be the best.. trust me.. you have to go with what you know is right.. life is too short to be unhappy or to be with people who's main goal is to bring you down for their own satisfaction.. you are too good for that.. i live each day as if it were my last.. that is my new motto and i am sticking to it.. i've always been a strange girl, but i think it's better to have an opinion on life rather than never speaking up.. i have strong opinions, but thats what makes me who i am..
![]() i'm a mess this morning.. so exhausted and still in my pajamas at noon.. i went to the dmv this morning, did what i need to do, got home, and went back to bed.. right now i watching factory girl and planning the rest of my day.. my photo shoot got moved to tomorrow afternoon.. so today i'm going to get airbrush nails and go out dancing with friends... my neighbor put a dead rat in the elevator yesterday as some sort of protest.. i don't know what point he was trying to get across.. but it was pretty ridiculous.. when i saw him all he had to say was " i hope i don't go to jail".. anyways... last night i went to my moms.. we went to a late dinner at toscana and i spent the night.. i love it there.. i wan't to escape to malibu for the weekend and drink coffee on the beach and watch people surf.. escape to malibu.. ![]() where is your favorite place to go when you want to escape? xxoo
Posted on 02/26/2009 12:46 PM Comments (58)
February 24, 2009like a record baby, right round, round round...
come pick me up.
take me out. fuck me up. steal me records. screw all my friends. they're all full of shit. with a smile on your face. and then do it again. i wish you would... -ryan adams ![]() come pick me up is still my favorite song and i don't think that will ever change.. right now i am laying in bed, trying to wake myself up to go to the dmv.. so exhausted.. today i have a bunch of errands to run, meeting at one and dinner with my dad at seven.. we are going to sushi park.. my fav.. yesterday sam and i went on a mini adventure to the valley.. we got veggie burritos and saw confessions of a shopaholic.. i thought the movie was cute.. it was more visually appealing than anything else and her apartment was insanely cute.. that sums it up.. haha.. tomorrow i have my call back at three.. thursday is my photoshoot for 410b.c. with dirk and friday is my fitting.. this girl from san francisco made me all these amazing outfits and i get to see them friday! i can't wait.. ![]() last night mat, jayson, daveigh and i went to hyde and danced to some amazing eighties classics. anywayssss... i NEED to wake up.. and coffee should do the trick.. i miss new york.. a trip to the big apple is going to be needed to be planned soon.. los angeles fashion week is coming up.. i am walking for two of the shows.. one is li cari and one is this youth of l.a. thing.. who knows.. l.a. has the worst fashion week.. its all about london on new york.. they get the good designers.. ![]() what is your favorite song of all time? what brand would you like to go to a fashion show for? xxoo
Posted on 02/24/2009 9:42 AM Comments (74)
February 20, 2009goodbye down under, hello hollywood.
hello everyone! sorry for the lack of updating this past week, i left my computer at home while i was in australia. got back home this morning around 9 and i have been resting since. towards the end of my flight i got really sick.. typical.. so i'm just taking it easy today.. overall, the trip was amazing!!! i love sydney, it is so beautiful there. while i was there i discovered how much i love tim tams! they are the best chocolates ever.. i brought a ton of them back to the states.. haha.. while in sydney, i stayed at a hotel with my boy across the street from darling harbor.. one of my favorite things i got to do besides spend time with my boy was taking photos in the japanese photo booths which print out as stickers and eating at wagamama's. wagamama has the best veggie dishes and deserts.. the restaurant was right on the water and had the most beautiful view.. miss it already.. the trip went by so fast and i cant believe i am home already.. took some photos while i was there.. should have them by next week..
![]() tonight sky and i are meeting for some tea at chateau and to catch up.. it's been awhile.. haha.. tomorrow my mom, brother and i are going to the kaws are opening my dad is having and then to katsu ya for some sushi.. sunday is the oscars so i'm sure ill be party hoping and drinking champagne.. haha.. i really want to see confessions of a shopaholic.. hopefully that will happen sometime this week.. next week is going to be busy.. i have a call back wednesday, meeting on monday, photo shoot thursday.. ahhhhh... ![]() what is your favorite fashion trend at the moment? i'm still loving the leggings and over sized accessories.. what was the last movie you saw in theaters? xxoo
Posted on 02/20/2009 4:31 PM Comments (81)
February 19, 2009hello kitty lamp winner announced. FINALLY!!!
i know you guys have been anxiously awaiting to see who won the hello kitty lamp. we were supposed to pick this so long ago. i'm sorry it took me such a long time to choose a winner. there were so many entries it took me forever to go through all of the photos that were posted. i never even knew they made some of the hello kitty things that you guys posted. i want it all! CONGRATULATIONS TO Dirty Dolls who is the winner of the hello kitty lamp!
xxoo
Posted on 02/19/2009 1:19 PM Comments (19)
February 8, 2009thinking of you..
another rainy day in los angeles. right now i am bundled up on the couch, returning some emails and watching 27 dresses. only 5 more days until australia, i can't wait to be there. i'm going to be in sydney from the 15th to the 19th.. i'm leaving to go there on the 13th, but because of the distance and time change i wont be there till the 15th.. dramatic.. i can't wait to be there though.. i miss my boy..anyways.. tonight is the grammys.. which means.. hollywood is swarmed with traffic, cops and parties.. are you going to watch it? i've never really been into watching award shows.. i find them boring.. this weekend i saw he's just not that into you and fan boys.. i loved he's just not that into you and i suggest everyone goes to see it.. fan boys i didnt love.. i thought it was going to be way funnier than it was.. i was disappointed.. tomorrow, it's time to get busy!! in the afternoon i have a meeting with my manager and my lawyer.. after our meeting im going to buzznet to do a valentine video! i'm going to show you cool crafty ways to make gifts for not a lot of money.. tuesday i have a meeting and then the premier party for the death of hanna beth 2. wednesday i am shooting for dim mak. thursday i am shooting for li cari. and friday i leave for australia!!! ahhhh.. so much to get done.. so little time..
![]() ![]() ![]() i love cher. especially old school cher. she had the coolest style. for the next few months she is going to be performing in vegas at caesars palace.. hopefully i will get the chance to go.. she has always been someone i wanted to see perform. anywaysssssss.... i'm exhausted.. i need a nap.. hope everyone is having a good weekend and expect more updates on the way.. who is someone you have always wanted to see perform? my new obsession: these shoes.. ![]() they are amazing!!!! what is your obsession at the moment? xxoo
Posted on 02/08/2009 3:18 PM Comments (94)
February 3, 2009she's got betty davis eyes
being on hold for 30 minutes and counting is never a fun thing. right now i am trying to deal with some speeding tickets i got in the month of october and the court has had me on hold forever. in the beginning, i had about 79 people ahead of me, and now i am down to 25.. AHHHHHH!!! anyways.. i am sitting at my dads office, drinking coffee from a glitter starbucks thermos and updating my buzznet. once i finish here i am going to meet my manager in beverly hills for some lunch. after lunch i am going to dim mak to drop off designs and then home to do laundry. busy day. last night i hung out with my mom and brother. we got food to go and watched gossip girl. well.. my mom and i watched it.. marlon wasnt into it.. haha!
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() only 10 more days till i pack my bags and take off to sydney, australia. i have never been before... any tips on fun things to do out there? my new obsession for the week is frozen yogurt from the big chill and coffee.. thats all ive been wanting! haha. tonight my friend and i are having a movie night and taking it easy. i'm so sick of going out in los angeles. its always the same thing.. same people.. same drama.. same songs.. its like a broken record.. friday night my mom, jodi and i are having a girls night out. we are going to see he's just not that into you and get dinner at stk. monday i am shooting a valentines video with buzznet to give you some good ideas for some handmade gifts. ![]() ![]() what is the one thing you always bring with you when you travel? what is the best/worst gift you have got for valentines day? xxoo
Posted on 02/03/2009 11:55 AM Comments (108)
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