Miss Hanna Beth

Dear book, this is another day in my life. life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out? life is confusing. we go through many obstacles and tasks, physical and emotional. nothing is easy. if life was always easy, we would be bored. we are thrown these curve balls in life to keep the mind going.. nothing is ever going to be perfect.. you just have to accept what you have and work with it. you can't change who you are, but you can improve.. the first step in living a happy life is just accepting that this is you.. and loving yourself.. once you are able to do that it won't matter the bullshit people say to you to bring you down or what people do out of jealousy to hurt you. you will know you are above that, and the people who matter in your life know the real you and that is all that matters. stay true to yourself. don't let ANYONE try to bring you down or make you feel like you aren't good enough.. ok... enough of my life power rant.. haha.. tomorrow i have court.. yet again.. this time for a fix it ticket and being on my cell phone.. eeeeek.. after court i am heading downtown for the fashion show with li cari at usc.. saturday i am shooting for 410 bc at box eight and sunday i am shooting for kid dangerous.. busyyyy busy busyyyy..















time to feed cinderella and get ready for dinner. tonight i am going to the propr release party at kitson and delux. i'm exhausted and need rest..

have you seen any good movies lately? if so, what?

i just got a guinea pig from my friend will.. what should i name her? i'm leaning towards weetzie bat, since it's too late to change cinderella's name.. let me know what you think..

xxoo

i always thought the dmv was the worst place to have to go to.. but after today.. and spending five hours at the los angeles court.. my mind has changed.. this morning i had to go to court for a moving violation ticket i got. thank goodness sam came with me, it might of been the most boring five hours of my life.. right now i am laying in bed and watching ellen. i only got a few hours of sleep last night, so once i finished with court a nap was needed. yesterday i went to the beach to visit my fam.. once i left there my mom and i went to the brentwood country mart and had lunch.. we also did a little shopping and got the cutest moccasins with gold studs at free people..









friday, besides having to go to court again, i am doing a fashion show for li cari street wear. the show is going to be at the usc campus, i can't wait! once i have more info regaurding the show i will post it.. if you live in the area, be sure to come down and support. tomorrow i have a lunch meeting and then a fitting for a shoot which is on thursday... wednesday i have a meeting about designs... my line for dim mak and glamour kills should be done very soon.. i can't wait to see the final product and get it up for sale!!! it's going to be cute. besides making shirts, i think we are also doing a pair or two of leggings!!!! so good. time to shower and attempt to wake up.. dinner at 7 and then meeting up with matt for some fun at hwood











what is your favorite flavor of frozen yogart? and what toppings?

what is the one place you dread having to go to? it's definitely court for me.. haha

xxoo

so here i am.. bed ridden.. no voice.. a cough.. sore throat.. cold.. weak.. etc etc.. i'm a mess.. as usual.. haha.. last night angelica and i had a girls night.. we bought snacks, invited some friends over and watched the new GG. i ended up not going to san diego on saturday.. i was too exhausted and i knew i had to be all rested for my show on sunday.. who knew that me being rested would turn into this? fever and all.. the show had to go on.. i popped a few advil and was able to pull myself together for the show. i had the best time.. i love walking the runway.. i always get nervous right before i go on, but as soon as i step foot on the runway it all melts away.. while i was there i made some good contacts and some new friends.. overall, it was a hit.. i know its know paris fashion week.. but i still had a blast! and there was a ton of fun and interesting people...

















since i didn't go to SD on saturday, lauren and i stopped by hwood and teddys. today is st.patty's day, and even though i feel that i should be decked out in green glitter and drinking a green beer... i can't.. i'll be home, watching movies and having soup.. ugh... today i received the two most gorgeous pieces of art for my apartment by this guy danny. he is the one who did the picture of me i posted a few photos back.. i am so excited to frame them and hang them.. only two more weeks till the kids choice awards.. i can't wait.. still need to find the perfect outfit!! well.. i'm going to rest up and hopefully start to feel better..









what is your plan for st.patty day?

xxoo

i've always been a night person.. but recently, it really has taken it's toll.. if i didn't have so much to do during the day, i would probably end up sleeping till 5.. that is no way to live your life though.. this morning i drove to arcadia, ca to have my fitting for sunday's fashion show.. the drive only took about 35 minutes.. while i was there they were filming for an mtv show which is about jazmin and her line li cari. the two outfits i get to wear for the show are both high waisted skirts and tank tops. after seeing all the other models who are going to be in the show i realized that i am definitely the shortest model in the show... in a way, that's good.. it's better to stand out than fit in.. and look at how far kate moss went! i mean, she is about 5'5' and is one of the world's biggest super models.. yesterday jamie and i filmed a fashion piece at the store slow for buzznet.. during the video i talked about my likes and dislikes for spring fashion.. once we finished filming, i met up with tanjee and got some sushi for dinner.. to end my night, a few friends and i went to delux. samantha ronson was djing and the room was packed.







wednesday i had a few meetings in the morning and then met up with jamie and lauren. we all went to moscow that night, which we thought was going to be fun, but was kinda a bust.. we made the best of the situation though.. we ended our night with pizza and onion rings at the forest cafe.. there is nothing that a little junk food can't fix.. angelica and i decided to stop drinking soda.. so far.. so good.. i am also cutting out most junk food.. we will see what happens.. wednesday was my last night of junk!! haha.. tomorrow i am going down to san diego to see my friend dj.. sunday is the big show.. i can't wait!!





what is one thing you wish you could cut from you diet, but it's just to hard to let go? soda? chocolate? chips?

xxoo

it's a quarter to two and i am still in bed. i have the worst headache of all time and i feel a sore throat creeping up on me.. i hate getting sick.. it tends to happen to often with me.. apparently there is some flu going around, so knowing me, i probably am getting it. last night i went to banana split sundays at lax and watched my friend steve tear up the room.. dj am preformed before.. it was really fun.. i usually don't like that kind of music.. but i was into it.. saturday.. oh saturday.. had a meeting with a production company from new york.. might get to fly to new york soon if all goes to plan.. at night a bunch of us went to hwood.. let's just say the night got a little out of control..





















this week i am shooting for my friends clothing line, doing another shoot with my friend adam, meeting with my manager, and planning south by southwest.. i might be going.. only a few more weeks till the kids choice awards, i can't wait.. i'm in need of a smoothie with an energy boost.. time to get ready for my day and pop a few vitamin c..











what is your favorite smoothie to get?

have you seen watchmen yet? is it any good?

xxoo

it started out with drinking coffee in brentwood and ended with wine in the hills. yesterday i spent the day running errands. i stopped by my lawyers office to sign a few contracts and then went to therapy. once i was done i went to my moms and watched slumdog millionaire and hung out with my brother marlon.. around 11, i met up with sam, and we went to our friends house in the hills. we drank white wine and listened to neil young. monday night, angelica and i went to her friend taryns house for board game night.. they were playing cranium. after the game we went dancing at bronson bar. no one was really dancing except for angelica and i, but we kept going anyways.. i don't really have a lot to say today.. my brain is scattered.. and i'm having a hard time putting it all together.. meeting with a production company saturday.. filming for buzznet tomorrow.. just confirmed that im doing red carpet for the kid choice awards.. march 14 i'm walking in l.a. fashion week for li cari.. next week i start filming.. messs.











what is one thing you always dread doing? for me, it's going to the doctor for check ups.

xxoo

lazy sunday. i am in desperate need of a manicure and all the salons are closed.. right now i am laying in bed, writing back to some emails and drinking coffee.. this weekend has been great.. friday sam and i got invited to a bbq by her friend angela.. the party was in the hills and little did we know they would be filming for the hills.. i've never seen the show, but if you watch it, you might see me pop up in a party scene eating pizza in the background.. ahaha! after about 30 minutes of what we thought was going to be a bbq, we made our way to malibu to meet up with some friends.. we sat by the fire pit under the stars, played quarters and listened to old classic rock.. i love malibu..













yesterday my mom and i spent our day running errands and getting a quick lunch at the BH hotel.. while we were there i got the most amazing dior sunnies.. im in love.. haha! at night we watched milk, which was so great, and then i met up with some friends to go to apple.. today i have a lunch meeting around one and then tonight i am going to a friends house party.. i can't believe its march already.. this year is flying by.. my dad's birthday is this week.. march 4th to be exact..







what is your favorite brand of cereal?

xxoo