Miss Hanna Beth

waking up next to my dogs little face might be the best thing ever. she is precious. yesterday was the ventura warped tour. i drove down with lauren and audri. before we made our journey to ventura we made a pit stop at coffee bean. green tea ice blended is the best. once we were at the show we met up with lee and some of our friends. lauren and i wore our hot dog costumes around for a bit, but it got too hot.. ahaha. thank you to everyone who came out to the signing, it was great getting to meet you. i'm going to be flying out to warped tour again very soon and i'll be on for about a week. once i have the dates figured out i will let you know. hopefully my merch will be done by then so i can sell some on warped tour! they are so cute! angelica left for a week to go visit her family in texas.. i miss my roomie!!! 

this week i have tons of meetings and shoots set up. lauren is going to be giving me extensions as well, i am over the clip in, it gets annoying after awhile. lately, my memor

good afternoon buzznet. i have just finished doing laundry and cleaning my apartment. i love when everything is clean & fresh, it's the best. yesterday was warped tour, pomona. i had so much fun! thank you to everyone who came out to the signing, it was so great meeting you. i didn't get to see a lot of bands play, but i got to see a ton of friends i hadn't seen in forever. running around all day in the hot sun definitely wears you out. by the end of the day i was so exhausted i couldn't wait to crawl into bed. one of the bands i did watch were the gallows, if you haven't heard them i suggest you check them out. tomorrow is warped tour in ventura. i am going to be doing a signing at the glamour kills tent at 4:00, so if you're going to the show be sure to come say hi. i will have posters for sale & goodies to give away!! also, baby cakes tent has a huge display of one of the photos of me from the photo shoot i did with them.. its pretty rad. check out their tent! they have tons of cute stuff for sale too.. 

tonight i might be going to the movies & dinner with my mom. haven't fully decided what i want to do yet. i might be going out on warped for an extra week, so once i figure out dates, i will be sure to keep you guys posted. i miss marlon.. i hate that he is gone till mid august.. way too long.. i have a headache, so im going to go take some advil and a hot bath.. hope you're having a good weekend. 

who is your favorite band playing at warped tour this summer?

xoxo

i'm on day three of my cleanse. my new healthy way of life. no dairy, no meat "except fish", nothing fried, no junk food, no soda. it's tuff but i'm loving it. it will be good in the long run and a lot healthier. i need to stop getting sick and take better care of my body. what you eat has a lot to do with the way you feel. if you haven't read the book skinny bitch, i suggest you do. it has totally changed the way i think about food and diet. last night jenna, mel, jackie and i went to visit our friends at the grafton hotel. i am so happy i got to see lee. he is such a great friend of mine and i hadn't got to see him in forever. such a sweet heart. during the day yesterday i filmed a video for buzznet at ken paves salon. amber did my hair and she did a killer job! she is amazing. we went a little darker, chopped into my bangs, trimmed my ends and she made me some new clip in extensions. unite products were sweet enough to give me their whole line which i am in love with. all the products smell like deserts and makes your hair feel like silk. i will be doing a contest give away soon where you can win some of their products! tonight i am going to dinner at katsu ya with my mom and marlon. it is his last night in town before he leaves for camp. after dinner, i'm meeting up with my girls and going to box 8 where i am hosting the warped tour kick off party. a ton of amazing bands are going to be playing and i'm going to be interviewing a few of them too. tomorrow is the first day of warped tour! time for the chaos to begin. i am going to be doing a signing at the glamour kills tent tomorrow and sunday in ventura. i still dont know the time, but when i find out i will be updating my twitter. so, if you're going to a show, come hang with me!! i will have posters and fun give aways. 

angelica and i looking like cartoons. 

what is one thing you want to cut out of your diet? 

xoxo

of course i am sick the week i have a million things to do, i feel helpless. i hate not being able to do anything besides lay in bed and watch movies. tomorrow morning i am going to the doctor and hopefully starting antibiotics. i have the whole shabang! sore throat, cold, body aches, fever, you name it! tomorrow i will take one more day to rest and then its back to work. wednesday i am filming a new video at ken pave salon from buzznet. i'm going to be getting my hair done, a little darker i think and we are going to be doing a contest where you can win some awesome hair products! thursday i am hosting the pre warped tour party at box eight. i will be doing interviews with some of the bands and kicking off the start of the tour. friday is the first date of warped tour, it was starting in pomona. if you're going to the show, i am going to be selling posters and doing a signing at the glamour kills tent. come say hi and hang out!! during the day on thursday i'm going to bring back the japanese art nails! i miss them and i think they will be perfect for warped tour. haha. 

i love red lips for summer. so fun. today i watched the movie rachel getting married. have you seen it? it's so good, i suggest you watch it. now i am in bed with cinderella, watching gossip girl re-runs and coughing up a lung. haha. bruuuuuuutal. nothing is worse than not feeling well. my neighbor amedeus just called me to remind me about his performance on wednesday night. he is going to have 10 back up dancers and is coming out on a motor cycle. he also has 3 wardrobe changes and at one point enters on a king chair with slaves. sounds pretty fucking epic, i hope i am better enough to go. i love my neighbor. he is like a cartoon character, i forget he's real sometimes.. haha. 

all you need is love, love. love is all you need.

what is your favorite soup for when you are feeling sick?

xoxo

my whole body is aching. i feel like i got hit by a car.. twice.. haha. think i might be getting the flu, i feel it coming on. i hate being sick, i really need to start taking more vitamins but i always forget to. it's sunday morning, fathers day. tonight my dad and i are going to dantanas for dinner, a cute little italian place on santa monica. last night josh and i went to boho for dinner & saw the movie year one. i didn't love the movie, but it did have it's funny moments. michael cera was adorable, as always.. i feel like he is only good at playing one kind of character though, do you know what i mean? it's like the same character, just in different settings. haha. i still love him though. almost done reading my book edie, the american girl. i suggest it if you like the whole sixties era and are a fan of the warhol factory. 

i love disposable cameras. i always buy them when i go to rite aid, the pictures always look so raw. i never understood the idea of someone "copying" someone else. no one is original, chances are whatever you doing someone has already done. people get inspired by their surroundings, the music, films, art.. at least i do. i write what is on my mind, i dress in clothes i like and i listen to music that catches my attention. i guess people have a hard time grasping that and want the focus to be on them. i'm not really sure.. there has been plenty of times when i have inspired my friends to listen to a new artist, to check out someone's artwork or to buy something they like of mine.. to me its flattering and i am glad i introduced them to something they like. i just find the word copy so amateur. marlon is leaving for camp is one week, i'm going to miss that little guy. he is going to camp robin hood till mid august. i have never been to sleep away camp, i never had any interest to go.

have you ever been to sleep away camp? did you like it?

xoxo

it's funny that i have been out of high school for about 3 years now & even though i have grown out of the petty drama, i don't think some people ever will. high school was one of the hardest times for me. even though most people want to believe that my life is perfect, it's not. i'm not a mannequin. i have feelings. i cry. i get angry. i get hurt. i remember being in high school and feeling as if i never fit in. i would have friends, but i always felt like i was the outsider to the group. kids would say the most hurtful things to me.. weather it was about my skin or the way i dressed. it hurt. and it scarred me. everyone gets insecure. even though i have grown up, graduated, my skin has cleared, it still affects me. i don't know why i am choosing to open up here, but i feel that it's time you saw the real me, and stopped thinking i'm some plastic doll that has no feelings. i want everyone to be able to be open here. i have been through it all and i am not afraid to be honest about my life as long as you are willing not to judge in a negative way. i am hoping you can grasp something from my experiences that can maybe help you with what you are going through and for you to know that everything will turn out fine. it's good to know that someone has been through what you are going through, it makes you feel not alone. i can't change my past nor can i change who i am. everything i have been though has made me who i am today, weather it was the hospital, the moves, the addictions, the heart break.. its all led me to where i am. i have thick skin, and i always try to make the best of every situation. i am thankful to have such a loving and supportive family. i haven't always made the best decision about the people i let into my life, but it is all a growing experience. you learn from your mistakes. i just want you to know that you NEVER should let someone bring you down, you deserve better. do not let their insecurities with themselves affect you. if they are willing to hurt you, they are the ones who are hurting. you just have to feel bad for them. we are all so blessed and lucky to have the lives that we do. do NOT use religion as an excuse. i am sick of people treating people horrible but thinking its fine because they have a certain bond with god. that is so beyond disgusting.. religion is never an excuse. do you really think god would approve of you being mean and hurting people around you? NO. we are the youth of today. we need to start spreading love. no more negativity. we can't live our lives in pain. we got to get rid of the people who bring us down to find our contentment.

yesterday i did an amazing photo shoot for buzznet. we are also submitting the photos to some skate companies and my mom is giving them to cosmetic companies. time to start working more and getting my shit together. after the shoot yesterday i met up with jenna and we went to go support my friend alex at the roxy. we ended our night by adventuring around time, music venues, hula hoop cars, dancing at guys, matzah ball soup and late hours. on wednesday scooby and i did a photo shoot. we shot the photo for my warped tour post and buzznet cards. can't wait for warped tour.. its going to be nice to see some of my friends who i haven't seen in awhile. monday i am meeting about the pilot and later in the week meeting with my new manager and the reel we are making and future work. lots going on.. just trying to take all the chaos and organize it. 

what is one of the hardest things you have had to go through in life?

xoxo

another gloomy day in los angeles. even though i am loving this weather it hasn't been that beneficial. traffic has been way worse and we had to cancel an outdoor shoot due to the weather today. today i shipped all my orders out. so, if you made a purchase from me, your order should be arriving sometime this week. after i shipped all the packages i went to my weekly therapy session where i try to figure out all the chaos that goes on inside my head. she can make sense of most of it, but the rest is a lost call. i think way too much.. i am always over thinking everything.. it's one of my biggest flaws. one of the reasons i have a hard time sleeping is because i have so much on my mind, its hard to just shut it all down for awhile.. do you ever get that feeling? anyways.. last night jacquie and i went to blacklight and big wangs. photo booth strips and un birthday bingo were some of the nightly events. i didnt win in bingo but i did get attacked by the bingo marker by the guy next to him. i went around the bar dancing, hands in the air.. not caring what people though.. since i was the only one dancing, i think a few people thought i was nuts.. ahaha.. oh well.. you only live once.. i dont like to hold back.. if i feel like dancing, im going to dance.. i've learned not to care what people think and to just have fun in life.. if people want to be negative than thats their problem and will end up getting them in the end. 

i really want to get the movie cock sucker blues, have you heard of it? it's a super edgy raw documentary on the rolling stones. it's the stones like you've never seen before.. total backstage access.. real footage.. not holding back.. its amazing.. but hard to find. tonight lauren is coming over and we're going to get some sushi & go to this horror museum in hollywood. we drove by it last week and it looked interesting, so we decided we should go. 

are you a fan of documentaries? i love them. 

are you going to warped tour? i'm going to be going to 4 of the california dates.

xoxo

sometimes i feel like i'm in a movie. the surroundings of los angeles make life seem surreal. from the places to the people it's all a giant wonderland. waking up in my bright green room never felt so right. i love it here. i wish we could time travel. i would love to go back to the sixties and experience the warhol factory. experience the chaos. the art in motion. it seems like it was a creative non stop party. i've become obsessed with the movie ciao manhattan, it's sad to see the state she's in but all the fashion and flashbacks makes me obsessed with that era. so glamourous. so deadly. yesterday jenna and i went to jetrag, a cute vintage shop on la brea. i found the most amazing sequin dress that im going to wear for my 21st birthday, its perfect!! only two more months of being underage.. im going to miss the drama of not being 21 and having to pretend im older.. haha.. it makes it fun not knowing what is going to happen instead of it being predictable. last night jenna and i ordered in mexican takeout and watched family guy. i really want to buy all the seasons, that show is always entertaining to me. after our in house fiesta we went to teddys and met up with some friends. it's funny to me how these girls who were bitchy in high school are still rude. dont people know to grow up and that silly drama and attitudes is going to get them no where.. some people never learn.. you can just feel sorry for them and move on.. next.

i prefer vintage because no one else will have it. i prefer giant earrings that make your ears hurt after 5 minutes. i prefer sushi for dinner, lunch and breakfast. i prefer staying up late and waking up at noon. i prefer bubble baths. i prefer artificial lighting rather than natural lighting. i prefer starring at the stars and the full moon. this is me. im satisfied. thursday night we went to hwood where ian hosts a rock n roll night. they always play the best music and the vibe makes you feel like you are in a old school rock n roll bar instead of some douchey los angeles bullshit. hah!

if you could time travel and be gone somewhere for a week where would you go and why?

xoxo

i'm glad to be home. back to my turquoise bedroom, my tea cup yorke, my dim lit room, my collaged walls, my good morning tea and everything else in-between. i missed it all. you don't realize how much you love something until you are away from it. i am starting to love my apartment, my neighbors, the local restaurants on sunset.. i love it all.. it all finally feels like home to me. these past 4 days i have been in vancouver, canada hanging with my relatives. i flew up with marlon and my mom. we stayed at my grandpas house. it was a tight squeeze but we made it work. on monday we had our family reunion. it was so great to see everyone. most of my cousins i hadn't seen since i was a little kid. we ate tons of yummy food and rode around on the moped. i caught up with everyone and got to know how big my family really was! i never know i had that many cousins.. tuesday my mom, my cousins and i went to granville street to do a little shopping. i discovered this vintage store called used and i fell in love with it. so many great finds. also while i was gone i decided to chop my bangs. i figured i needed something new for summer, i was getting bored. finally saw the movie hangover that everyone has been raving about, i really liked it.. so hilarious.. i love a good cheesy funny movie.. i mean.. who doesnt? on our last day in canada we did a big family dinner at this place called the boat house which is a restaurant right on the water. tons of yummy sea food. i also tried this drink called a caesar that my uncle recommended. it was a better bloody mary but at times a little too spicy... 

today i have a photo shoot w. celina. later tonight i am meeting with with joe. we have tons of catching up to do and need a good night out together. this weekend i am taking it easy. pool parties, organizing my room, relaxing.. etc etc. next week i have meetings lined up and shoots. back to work. back to reality. last night was fun. jenna, lauren and i did our thursday girls night out. we started at deluxe and then ended at hwood. got to see a bunch of friends and listen to killer music. time to shower and wake myself up for the day. never a dull moment in my world. 

where do all your relatives live? do you get to see them a lot? who are you closest with?

xoxo

congrats to katiexlee and briannamary you guys are the winners of the napoleon perdis bronzing mosaic powder and the emerald forest lash patrol mascara. if you didnt win this time around dont worry there will be plenty of makeup giveaways soon so keep checking.

winners please email press@buzznet.com as soon as possible with your mailing info.

this is the first time in so long i can actually say i am content and mean it. i have been waking up with a smile on my face and nothing seems to bother me. i am happy with who i am and where i am in my life. i am so thankful for everything i have and the people who surround me. we are all so blessed to have the lives that we do. i think sometimes we forget and take advantage of it. there is so much horror going on in the world today. we really need to sit back and realize how good we really have it. thank you to everyone who reads my blogs and takes the time to comment. you all mean a great deal to me and i am hoping that at least one person gets something good out of my writing. i want to make a change. i want to be there for people and make a difference. being able to put a smile on someone's face means the world to me. i don't want anyone to feel pain, ever. i know how shitty life can get, trust me. i have hit rock bottom before and it wasn't pretty.. but i pulled myself out of there and it made me stronger. i don't regret anything i have done because it has all made me who i am today... anyways.. enough of that.. i just felt like sharing what was on my mind..

tonight is our famous weekly girls night out. lauren, jenna, jamie and i are hitting the town. i love my girls, they are all such amazing people which such different goals. i love it. tomorrow is the charity event for project ethos. saturday i am shooting with inno and sunday i am off to vancouver for a few days to visit my relatives. i can't wait!!! i miss my grandparents and my cousins, it will be nice to see them and catch up. there is nothing more important than family, remember that. been meeting a lot with polsky productions and mtv. getting stuff sorted. hopefully everything is finally moving forward, finally.... ahahaha.. everything is such a process in hollywood. you just have to be patient and hope for the best. here are a few more items i have for sale.. if you are interesting in purchasing them be sure to email me at hannabethsale@yahoo.com for more details. i still have a few other items that haven't sold like the shirt of wore for SWEET magazine & my ny couture skirt. xoxo

this was one of my favorite purses for the longest time. i got it in japan.
slouchy black bag with skull charm: 65$

betsey johnson bag: 65$

what is one thing you are most proud of in your life?
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xoxo

yesterday was the 2009 mtv movie awards. to me, this mtv movie awards was the best one yet!!! thanks to brian lichtenburg, i got to wear a killer dress to the show. napoleon perdis did my makeup and lauren did my hair. we got to universal around 2.. i met up with caridee who was also doing interviews on the carpet.. she was the sweetest! we both walked the red carpet.. took tons of photos and even got to do this awesome 360 fashion photo which is on mtv.com now! it's shows my entire outfit and i spin around.. pretty cool.. haha. once we got in the show caridee and i got some pink champagne w. straws. the show was killer!!!! kings of leon and eminem ruled the stage and sienna millers outfit was the hottest thing ever!!! i want it. haha. once the show was done, mtv through a party in the lot. tons of different food, great music and fun people. they had truffle mac and cheese which was so tasty.. i could go for some now! haha.

once i left the mtv after party i met up with sky and we went to andy samberg's after party at teddys. this party was less people and more exclusive.. so fun!! i got to chat with anna ferris for a bit and she is such a doll!!! very down to earth. we stayed at the party till around 1 and then i headed home. i love award shows.. always such a good time and great people watching.. i love checking out everyones outfit. this sunday i am going to vancouver with my mom and brother to visit some of our relatives. im going for about 4 days. friday i am going to a charity event for project ethos! i love charity events, its great to make a difference in the world. 

what was your favorite and least favorite outfit of the mtv movie awards?

xoxo