Miss Hanna Beth

here are a few new trends on the horizons.

do we love it or hate it?

let me know what you think..

1. shorts w. cut off tights underneath 

2. doc martin boots

3. over sized boyfriend button down shirts

4. studs, studs & more studs

last night my night was full of glitter, plastic bubbles, dancing on hotel couches, the mondrian hotel, girls on film, wild wild, performance art, high waisted glitter underwear.. juju is 21.. birthday celebrations all night. the theme was white trash trashey. when i first showed up i forgot there was a theme and i was in one of my nice vintage pieces.. since the hotel was so close to my pad i ran home and changed into something more fun. walking the streets on sunset at 2a.m. ending up in the lobby of the standard hotel in plastic bubble swing chairs. falling asleep to yellow submarine and my yorke by my side. right now i am watching factory girl, i will never get sick of this movie. i am finally starting to feel better. i hate being sick. i want to go see 500 days of summer, i might go with my mom later today. yesterday i had my meeting with cw and about working with other networks and doing guest sports. it went really well and i cant wait to get a start on everything. everything is a process. i hate the fucking process. fuck the process. i want it now. i hate playing the waiting game, im too impatient. got to make things happen. happen now. 

i made an album on my myspace with all of the art people send in. i love it all. everyone is so talented i thought i should show it off. if you have any pieces you want to add to the album send me a link and i will post it. it's friday night. put on your best dancing shoes and go have a good time. we all need to celebrate. we should be happy for how lucky we are to have to life we have when so many people in the world are struggling. 

xoxo

"well, i asked the doctor if i could see you. it's bad for your health, he said. yes, i disobeyed his orders. i came to see you, but i found him there instead."

finally back home to los angeles. i missed this city a great amount. no where feels like home the way los angeles does. fell asleep to a dirty martini, ziggy stardust & the spiders from mars and a lit cigarette. my bed feels like heaven, finally, a decent night sleep. later today i am picking up cinderella. can't wait to see my little angel, i've missed her more than anything. she is the world to me. tomorrow i am going to the premier of the new michael cera movie Paper Hearts. it looks really good & the concept is fantastic. this girl who is making a documentary on how she will never fall in love, doesn't believe in it, and then falls for michael. really sweet film. a good indie flick for summer. thursday i am meeting with CW & polsky productions. everything is a process.. i hate the process.. i like when things happen.. i like it fast.. i like it now.. i don't like the waiting game.. i dont have time for that.. my mind doesnt have time for that.. i'm going a mile a minute.. always going.. it's hard to shut me off.. 

it all inspires me. from the strokes on the canvas to the way that dress falls to the ground. i wish the stars shined more in los angeles.. the black night needs some sparks.. visiting marlon in new hampshire that stars were wild.. the whole sky sparkling.. i could stare for hours.. sometimes simple is the best way to enjoy yourself.. somewhere simple like the snowville in was just what i needed.. a true escape from reality.. then you miss the mess.. the chaos.. you have to be thrown right back in.. today i got a package from lily l. she made me the most killer custom dress.. a dark turquoise with gold studs.. i love it.. the company monikapolitan.com also sent me a cute package full of goodies.. a cake layered type dress, a tooth charm & some awesome sunnies.. you should check out their website.. they have tons of cute stuff for sale..

what do you prefer.. tea or coffee?

i'm a tea girl. a hot tea w. some milk & sugar is bliss.

xoxo

sitting on the porch in my little doll house in the middle of no where. today is my last day in new hampshire. we spent all morning visiting marlon at camp, watching him plays all kinds of sports. tonight we are taking him to dinner at this place called the lobster trap. new york city was amazing. we only got to spend one day there, but it was perfect. my mom and i stayed at the chelsea hotel. full of history & culture. the hotel where sid killed nancy, bob dylan wrote some of his famous hits & edie sedgwick called it her home. i got to stay in edies room for the night, room 105. a lot has been changed since she stayed there, but it still had a certain energy to it. i felt very inspired getting to stay in a room that was once her home. i took tons of photos and did some top shop shopping in the afternoon. ended my day with a yummy italian dinner at bar pitti. tons of characters in the lobby, i could just sit there for hours and be entertained. the chelsea hotel walls are filled with artwork and the elevator is painted a bright gold. on the day of check out we purchased some chelsea hotel shirts which read "

the chelsea hotel.

one of the art pieces in the hall way.

these shoes were glued to the wall in the stairwell. 

one of the pieces of art.

this hallway was full of great collage pieces.

room 211. the room bob dylan stayed in. 

the hallway one floor one where edie's room & sids were.

golden elevators. 

telephone booths in the lobby. 

shopping at topshop. 

on the way to the airport

topshop.. 

before i got to new york city we spent a few days in the hamptons. sleeping in late, nights in the jacuzzi with friends, movies, beach, parties, late hours, shopping, everything that is needed for a perfect summer trip. while i was there i got to hang with my friend gus, who i hadn't seen in a long time.. i really missed him. i've known him since i was 13.. i'm exhausted.. its even hard to focus and type this right now.. im out of it.. need a nap.. i really wanted to update because i know i have been lacking in the blog department.. i just havent really had a moment to sit down and get one together. tomorrow im home. home. home home... i miss it.. miss it all..

have you seen the movie eyes wide shut? if not, go rent it. 

what is a good movie i should get? one that you dont think i would of seen.. 

do you think its dumb when buzznet posts 80 photos of me and asks which do you like the best? i feel like its pretentious.. i dont know why.. but it bothers me, because it shouldn't matter.. it doesnt matter to me, so im sure you could careless as well.. ahaha

xoxo

some things never change. certain things seem to repeat themselves in one way or another. once you think something is lost, it finds its way back into your life, back into your heart, as if nothing had happened. as if it had never left before. here i am, waking up to the morning sunshine creeping through my window in east hampton new york. i used to come here every summer when i was younger. all the same feelings, expectations. there is a certain safeness i have in the town. everything is familiar. i love it here. to go from the warped tour chaos to the relaxation of the hamptons is a big change. today i am focusing on getting all my laundry done and hopefully getting a manicure. i am in desperate need of one. last night was spent seeing old friends, drinking beer under the stars and getting lost in the fields. no where to go, no where to hide. i'm only in the hamptons for a few days, then my mom and i are going to new york city for a few days. saturday, i am flying to maine to visit my little brother marlon at camp. sunday, it's back to la la land. i miss l.a. i miss cinderella. i miss my apartment. i miss everything about that city, it's my home and nothing really ever compares. 

warped tour was fun. it was great getting to meet tons of new & interesting people, but i am happy to be done. yesterday ashley tattooed me. i got a fafi type bunny on my ankle, near my tooth tattoo. it's different than most of my tattoos, but i love it.. super bright & colorful. as soon as i am back in l.a. it's right back to work. i have a meeting with a network monday & tuesday. shooting wednesday.. the internet is a dangerous thing. so much can be done with words, it's crazy to see what an effect the internet really has on some peoples lives. no one really knows you, you are free to say whatever you want behind the screen and your keyboard.. who is there to stop you? it's crazy to see that our generation is ruled by the internet. dont get to caught up. if you have purchased something from me but haven't got it in the mail it's because i haven't shipped yet. once i get home from my trip i will ship everything. it is all ready to go and waiting in my bedroom. haha. 

what has been the highlight of your summer so far?

any exciting trips?

xoxo

i can't believe summer's more than half over already.  im sure alot of you are already thinking about back to school and starting to shop for the perfect 1st day outfit.  picking out what to wear was always fun, but a little nervewracking for me -- everyone is checking you out to see what you wear and if you look different since the last time they saw you. 

i definitely committed some fashion crimes when i was in high school haha. 

what was your worst back to school fashion disaster?  the person with the best fashion crime story will win the perfect back to school fashion accessory that I personally pick out!

here's how to enter:

leave me a comment below telling me what your worst back to school fashion disaster ever was. 

be sure to include what you wore and what the reaction was from your friends, the boy you had a crush on, teachers, etc. 

ill read through them all and the person with the best fashion crime story will win!!

below are some outfits I would highly recommend not wearing on your first day of school (or any other time for that matter) haha!

can't wait to read yours!

xxoo

congratulations to MarioReyes1, Dixie Darling and Heartbreakx!! they are the winners of some awesome Napoleon Perdis makeup.  i loved reading all of the captions you guys posted.  if you didn't win, stick around for more contests!

right now i am in cleveland, ohio. i just finished watching the special guest artist who was paramore! they were killer. tonight we are crossing the boarder and making our way to canada. i'm going to be on warped tour till the 16th, then i am meeting my mom in new york city. if you are going to any of the warped shows before the 16th, i will be doing signings at the glamour kills tent. so far, tour has been great. hot weather, tons of friends, bbq parties, late night movie sessions and lots of long drives. so far, there has been one day off. we went to memphis, tn. so much culture there! i didn't get to go to graceland but i did get to see the hotel martin luther king was assassinated at. of course, i have already got hurt. yesterday i was carrying an x-box while wearing heels and tripped... slashed my knee's up. since i've been out on warped tour my favorite band by far has been escape the fate. they all have such great stage presence and are the sweetest guys i have ever met. if you are going to warped tour i highly suggest you watch them, you won't be let down. 

right now i am about to go to the mall. i am in desperate need of a manicure!! it's scary. i can't wait till new york city. my mom and i are going to spend a few days there and then i few days in east hampton. once we are done there we are going to maine to visit my brother marlon at his sleep away camp.. i can't wait to see him.. i am missing him like crazy!!! i miss my little cinderella too.. this is the longest i have been away from her.. one more month till my birthday!! 21!!! still need to plan the perfect party.. i think i'm going to vegas with my mom too to see cher.. so epic..

if you could play with any band on warped tour for one day who would it be? 

do you play an instrument? 

xoxo

i love vintage pins. pins with bands, quotes, funny cartoons.. i love them all. i just found the most amazing vintage mickey mouse one to put on my white leather jacket. i love decorating all my jackets & purses with pins and studs. makes it more appealing to me. everything has to be visually appealing to me, especially with fashion. i like things with a lot going on paired with something simple. i love designer pieces matched with a simple vintage piece. you don't have to spend a ton of money to have a great wardrobe. it's all about the hunt. you can find so many great pieces for cheap, especially at the swap meet, and you can take those pieces and alter them. cut them, make them shorter, add pins, studs, lace.. anything. it's part of the fun.. 

tomorrow i leave to texas. i am joining up with the warped tour for about 6 days. tomorrow is a day off so i'm going to spend it in austin, texas celebrating july 4th. hopefully i have time to do some vintage shopping, i heard they have some killer stores in austin. i better see some fireworks!! the dates ill be at warped tour are..

july 5: dallas, texas

july 7: noblesville, in

july 8: burgettstown, pa

july 9: cleveland, oh

july 10: mississauga, on

july 11: montreal, qc

so far those are the set dates i will be at.

so if you live in the area, come out!!

i will be doing signing at the glamour kills tent & ill have posters for sale. 

keep up with my twitter for updates.. twitter.com/thehannabeth

tonight josh is bringing over sushi for a nice dinner in. katsu ya take out. yummm.. later i am meeting up with lauren, jenna and jax to go to teddys. it is jacksons last night here, so we gotta go big before he goes back to new york city. i leave tomorrow at 9:45, not too bad. i have a lay over in arizona and then get to austin around 4:30. yesterday i met up with my friend margaret for lunch. i hadn't seen her in a few years, so it was nice to catch up. all through elementary school we were best friends. it's nice to see someone familiar like that. she has known me through thick and thin, she knows the real me. we hit it off my first day at campbell hall when she had to walk me to the nurse office. she is such a great girl and i'm so happy to have her in my life again. friends like those will always be around. you realize when you grow up how important people like that are. i remember when i left campbell hall i wanted nothing to do with that school, but keeping certain pieces with me is really important and keeps me grounded. 

a little less than 2 months until i am 21. i am still trying to figure out what i want to do. i might get to take this double decker bus around that has a dj and bar on it!! it would be so epic!! haha! preparing for the massive heat i am going to have to deal with on warped. i packed tons of little dress and shorts. of course i packed my leather jacket.. can't leave without it. i'm missing cinderella already. my friend sabrina is taking care of her while i'm gone, its so hard leaving her. wednesday night my mom and i went to the grove to see the movie cheri. i loved it and the actor in it is gorgeous. i suggest you go see it. the fashion is incredible in it and her the house michelle lives in is gorgeous. an antique paradise. 

this is what i want for my birthday, it's amazing!!

what do you prefer, gold or silver?

i'm a gold girl, can't get enough. 

xoxo

summer is los angeles. the sun is high, shining in my eyes. late nights by the pool, long drives down the coast. yesterday started with me taking all the chaos in my head and trying to make sense of it, therapy. once i was done i met up with my mom for lunch. vegan veggie risotto from toscana, with water and a slice of lemon. my memories have become a new reality. spinning the record around one more time. it's broken, and stopped spinning. here we are again. same feelings. same touches. as if nothing was left behind. sushi dinner w. my dad. i had just watched the doors movie and val kilmer was at dinner right after.. small world.. such a talented actor. ending my night by the pool of the roosevelt, familiar faces and fresh smiles. it all starts to blend together. this morning i went down to laekens studio and picked out an amazing black denim jacket with gold studs, i love it. she is a very unique designer. tonight i am taking it easy, an early dinner and movies in bed. 3 more days till i'm leaving for warped tour. i fly in saturday, which is a day off, into austin. going to meet up with my friend lee, watch fireworks explode, where my american flag trim denim shorts and celebrate the 4th. sunday is the first day i will be there, dallas warped tour to be exact. i will be out for about a week. so if i'm going to be in your city, come out to the glamour kills tent and hang out. i will have posters and goodies. i will be updating my twiiter a lot, so be sure to follow me to see where i'm at and what i'm doing. my user name is thehannabeth.

Turn the lights down low and close the door
I’m tryin to feel the way, I felt before
I’ll cry in the middle of the day
It better make me feel a better way
If it could take my pain away

when you're feeling down, what do you do to cheer yourself up? i love to write. get all my thoughts and feelings onto paper. no one to judge. just me and the blank page. 

xoxo