as the sun goes down & the moon rises high, that is when the chaos begins. true feelings spill on the dance floor, eyes lit up with the florescent lights. all the secrets turn into truth. the truth turns into a lie. its all a broken record. when you think you find a bit of beauty in this town there is always a bit of ugliness hidden in its core. i put my all into everything in my life. my work, my friends, my family. people love to take.. take.. take.. they want to take until you are left with nothing.. use you all up for their satisfaction. spill your feelings onto a platter, no one will know the difference.. you need to guard your heart with armor in this town. chose your words wisely. 

one of my favorite brands at the moment is wild fox. the whole line has a vintage vibe to it & is extremely comfortable. i love all their promo photo shoots they have on their site. it is simple with a rock n roll twist. totally into it. yesterday ivey & i had a meeting with a producer/writer we are working with. the overall meeting went well. next week we hit the studio and finish up some of the pieces we have been working on. tonight is going to be filled with dim lights, surprise parties, hollywood canyons and sparkling eyes. i can never get enough glitter.. i love wearing a sheer glitter under my eyes at night.. its so hard for me to watch the news.. i always try to watch it, i want to know whats going on in the world.. everything is just so evil and negative.. it really freaks me out. the world is such a mess right now.. but yet people are more consumed with the petty drama in their lives..

big glasses, red lips. im into it. 

colored lips are good for fall.. i love a good red or a really vamp dark color.. 

what is your favorite lipstick?

xxoo

there are a few people who i have met during my life who made an impression on me. an impression that will last forever.. not something that fades over the years.. a few of these people are still in my life.. others have drifted away & i dont know if i will ever see them again.. today ivey and i have a meeting regarding our writing and what the next few steps are going to be.. tonight we are getting wild.. having a girls night full of dancing and chaos at voyeur.. last night i went to hotel cafe to watch butch walker perform.. he is such a talented musician.. if you haven't heard his music i suggest you check it out.. he really captures you with his lyrics.. tomorrow i have a meeting with this new website that is just starting out and then i am shooting with meghan.. we are going for a smithereens type vibe.. very rough but yet soft.. all the noises echo through my room.. sometimes on the quietest days it still sounds like a circus in here.. sitting under the moon.. late monday night.. looking for shooting stars.. all bundled up.. it was perfection. 

who is the most influential person in your life? 

xxoo

if you're interested in purchasing any of these email us at hannabethvintage@yahoo.com

we ship worldwide & take payments through paypal only.

xxoo 

panda jewel headband: 20$

leopard hello kitty bow: 25$

glitter donut hair clip: 10$

ice cream cone bow clip: 15$

leopard skull bow: 15$

french fry over sized bow clip: 15$

white hello kitty pearl bow clip: 25$

dark leather raccoon tail: 60$

red bow with stud raccoon tail: 50$

rhinestone shell hair clip: 10$

leopard bow stud raccoon tail: 50$

light leather raccoon tail: 60$

what a wild weekend.. everything about it was go go go! it's nice to have a minute to just sit back & regroup. friday i did a photo shoot for the winter line glamour kills is putting out. i really love it. everything is super comfy & soft, just the way i like it! aha! at night a few friends & i adventured out to calabasas for drinks, mexican & music. it was an interesting night to say the least.. saturday was the big hello kitty fashion show! tons of different designers did pieces for the show & all the photos are going to be used for a big book they are putting out. even though certain people want to say i was a "stand it" or "picked last" i was actually booked around the same time everyone else was.. i got booked to walk for toxic vision, and because one of the models dropped out, jessica louise asked if i would wear her piece as well.. i don't see the point in putting someone down.. are you really that insecure? anyways.. the show went great! i loved all the outfits!! i wanted to keep them all!! aha! we did two shows.. one at 7 and one at 830.. i was happy my friends and my mom came out to support.. 

since i was the only model who had two outfits i seriously had about 20 seconds to change.. it was the worst! i have never changed so fast in my life.. this week is full of meetings.. i am also shooting my new accessory line later this week..i want to plan a trip to the big apple soon.. i am in the mood for some real holiday weather.. i want to feel like its actually winter!!! yesterday i saw the movie this is it. i loved it. i know a few people thought it was boring, but i found the whole thing so interesting.. the dancers were so insane he had booked for his show.. everything about it was fantastic.. AND THE OUTFITS.. all his stage outfits were incredible.. 

what is your favorite dish at thanksgiving?

for me, its the stuffing & mashed potatoes.. with a little cranberry sauce.. yum!!!

xxoo

day by day. night by night.

time seems to be moving a lot faster lately than usual.

here are a few movie suggestions i have for you.. let me know if you have seen them..

if not, i suggest picking them up..

1. smithereens 

2. ladies & gentlemen: the fabulous stains

3. velvet goldmine 

4. ghost world

ivey & i started working on our accessory line, it's going to be great! i can't wait to get it all up online. trying to find truth in a town full of lies. everyone thinks they know you. everyone thinks they know whats best. i've had to go through so much bullshit in this town. i had to put up with it all. i dont get where people get the idea that they know more about your life than you do.. why not focus on your own life? thats when you get somewhere.. thats when you make a difference.. im not asking for a pity party, so dont get the wrong idea.. i just like to say whats on my mind and if you dont like it then dont read it. living in a cluster is going to make your life more of a mess than it needs to be.. cleaning up and being organized keeps room for an open mind.. this week i am shooting with sophia alvardo on thursday and on friday i am shooting for the new glamour kills line. everything is going good.. keeping busy.. working on different projects.. some more successful than others.. its good to focus on one thing.. i have the habit on focusing on a million.. aha! im in the mood to travel.. i miss london.. the gloomy sky and cold streets.. the small town pubs and friendly faces.. the fashion.. the music.. i miss it all.. sometimes i can picture myself living there.. but it would be hard to be that far from my family.. they mean everything to me.. 

could you picture yourself living anywhere else? 

xxoo

yesterday ivey & i spent the day shopping for some fall fashion.. long sleeve crop tops, tattered jeans, motor cycle leopard jackets.. a trashey chic look.. it all seems to come together.. our new obsession at the moment is the new alexander wang boots he just put out.. they are amazing.. he is such a great designer.. one of my favorites at the moment.. tomorrow i am shooting with sophia alvarado. we are going for a late seventies look. once i am done shooting i am going to cirque du soleil in santa monica. every show they put on is usually fantastic.. have you ever been? this weekend is going to be full of working on music, winter fashion products & chaos. if there wasn't a little chaos in life, life would be so dull.. excitement & action is what keeps us going.. keeps us alive.. 

today is quiet.. today is peaceful...

thanks giving is only weeks away.. are you traveling or staying in town?

spending it with family, close friends.. loved ones?

i'm going to be at my dads house with my whole family & close friends.. i can't wait. 

xxoo

how is it already november? the pumpkins have been carved & the christmas decor is already starting to go up. i feel like it was yesterday i was doing the countdown into 2009.. where did this year go? time really does fly by.. you really have to enjoy every minute of it. friday night.. was when the chaos began. tons of holiday parties & halloween fun. ivey & i dressed up as droogs from clockwork orange, one of my favorite films. the night started with pre drinks in the hills. photo booth under the stars, tons of yummy finger foods, test tube shots and dancing. from there we made our way to wilshire for another halloween party, only this time it was in an office type building & you could hardly move. the music was loud and everyone was dressed to impress. the night went on.. and on.. one party to the next.. making our way around the dull lit town.. ending up on a bean bag chair at 3a.m. watching the riot at the front gate while eating an omelet from the omelet bar justin had set up for the evening. chaos at its finest. on saturday.. the actual halloween day, i started my night by helping my mom with the trick treat kids in brentwood. ended up at a party off lauren with too much black light. left around one to support my roomie allie at the key club. the night was young, but friday took a lot out of me. sunday was recovery at its finest. malibu brunch on the beach.. bloody marys.. you get the idea.. 

not having a car in la la land is the worst. my car is in the shop and i feel so useless without it. this week i have a few shoots lined up, one is with the lovely sophia & another with my friend will. we are going for a ruff late seventies look. i've started working on designs for my winter line, hopefully i will be able to get everything together in time for christmas. in a few weeks i get to film my next part of the dobly promotion i am doing.. instead of filming at a hotel we are going to be at the black crows concert! should be a fun night. right now ivey is wrapped up like a burrito on my pull out mattress from urban. i am snuggled up on my chair with cinderella by my feet. my apartment smells like burned jiffy pop & it wont go away.. i shouldn't be allowed to have a stove.. i always do something wrong.. even if its something so simple.. 

what is one of your biggest fears in life & what steps, if any, have you taken to overcome it?

xxoo 

sorry i haven't been updating as much as i usually do. work has been in full gear for the past few weeks. if i'm not writing in the studio, i am working on my clothing line or shooting. i am working on some new designs and accessories for winter.. hopefully i will be able to get it out before christmas time. i have a few clothing brand shoots coming up in the next few weeks, one of the brands is this awesome one from canada that makes all one of a kind leather jackets, corsets, pants, etc. etc. it's so much more fun working for a company when you actually like the product.. i am over advertising for things i don't like.. whats the point? im not going to say i love the line when i dont. i have to be real. in the end it might not be the best decision, but at least i know im being true to myself. no more bullshit. ive grown up & i dont have time for it. companies love to take advantage, especially when you're young. you have to be careful. my new roommate allie moves in today! i can't wait. angelica still lives in the building, but she got a 2 bedroom with her twin sister, so we still get to hang out. i love living in a building with tons of cool people. everyone is nice here, its perfect. last thursday was the hello kitty 35th anniversary event. the overall event was fantastic! royal t did an amazing job turning their space into a hello kitty wonderland.. ivey & i only stayed for about 20 minutes.. i dont do too well in crowds.. i ended up going back a few days later so i could really check out the exhibit. so many good art pieces, i really want to get a painting for my apartment. in a few weeks they are doing a fashion show with tons of designs inspired by hello kitty.. definitely wont be missing that!! 

i am almost sold out of everything from the last journal.. i do have a few pieces left though.. i am trying to clear it all, so i am taking offers.. even if its 10$, i just need the space!!! haha!! lately, i have been on a music documentary kick. been watching movies about the stones, dylan, joy division.. etc etc.. i find them so interesting.. just makes me want to live in that era more & more.. music just isn't good anymore.. it will never be how it was back then.. back then music had life.. had meaning.. now? it's all garbage in my opinion. 

do you like documentaries? what is your favorite one?

xxoo

here are a few more pieces from my pop up store. 

i ship world wide. payments through paypal only. 

if you're interested in purchasing anything email me at hannabethvintage@yahoo.com 

vintage leopard pill box hat from the sixties: 30$

vintage white sailor type hat with net & bow: 30$

vintage yellow hat with flowers & net: 30$

vintage high waisted silk shorts: 30$

plaid baby doll dress: 20$

vintage white slip with peacocks: 15$

purple pin stripe dress: 20$

green ruffle dress from the fifties: 25$

vintage red & white striped dress: 20$

white floral baby doll dress: 25$

vintage floral fan dress: 25$

xxoo

there is something about old t.v. shows that i prefer so much more over new ones.. you can't beat the classics.. bewitched, i dream of jeannie, the munsters, i love lucy.. it's all so good!!! i need to get all the box sets.. i think a visit to amazon.com might be in my future! ha ha! saturday night diana and i went to a masquerade theme ball at my friend paris' house. the party was a surprise party for her boy doug. everything about the party was great!! the food, music, drinks.. it all came together perfectly. everyone being in masks made me feel like i was in the movie eyes wide shut.. sometimes change of location can be inspiring.. once my new roomie, rich royal, moves in we are going to redecorate the apartment & make it feel more like home. my bedroom is where i want it to be, but the living room & kitchen needs some work. 

what is your favorite season for fashion? 

what are you going to be/do for halloween?

i still don't know what to be!!!! ahhhh!!!!

xxoo